"I'm Sorry."
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  • Reads 11,572
  • Votes 316
  • Parts 7
  • Time 44m
Ongoing, First published Sep 17, 2020
Mature
(SO PERHAPS NOT DISCONTINUED BUT REALLY SLOW UPDATES)
Trigger warning: contains elements of suicide and PTSD
(Takes place after episode 155 of the webtoon)

John has had enough. He never wanted any of this, never wanted to be part of the hierarchy. Not again. Never again. He couldn't control himself, he knew that. This was the only way for everyone to be safe, to not worry about Joker hurting them. He lost himself that day, more than he ever had at New Bostin.

His bestfriend, Seraphina even seemed to agree. She started to ignore him save for the passing glares his caught in the halls. He tried, tried so very hard to apologize, to all of them. None of them gave him the time of day.

'This is the only way,' he told himself, taking on east view of the school at his back, only saying four words to the magenta-haired girl running to him like her life depended on him not taking the action he was about to.

And he jumped.

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After confronting Arlo and Remi in a courtyard and instigating a fight unwinnable for them, John feels the immense pressure of a power thought to be permanently gone. Facing a fight with his former friend, Seraphina, John is forced into a situation where he truly embraces the old. Unready and unwilling to change yet, John stands his ground with his years of experience propping him up to face the goddess who wants to talk. John knows what Seraphina wants, he's just not willing to give it. (This story is a take on the alternate future that could have been in Unordinary had John been more stable during his fight with Seraphina. This piece will delve into the idea of the final fight not being a simple solution where Seraphina breaks through to John, but starts an entirely different series of events with a slower path to reconciliation.) (All credit for Unordinary and its characters goes directly to its creator Uru-chan, this is merely a fanfiction based on the stories plot line.)