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  • Time 1h 45m
Complete, First published Sep 18, 2020
"its like I'm drowning but i cant stop breathing" 

seventeen year old Elliana Browden is starting junior year with her bestfriend, she is not a nerd but she isn't popular. She is known as the positive, funny and caring friend but on the inside her past with someone is tearing her apart.

almost eighteen, popular, known for breaking girls hearts, but everyone says he doesn't have one. He always gets what he wants, but once he see's his old child best friend for the first time after the whole summer, his feelings come back. will he be able to get her too?

when their worlds collide again, will elliana be able to forgive chase for everything or will her heart be to broken to be fixed by him?

warning explicit language 

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