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Tired of pretending (kiribaku)

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Reads 364,154
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Parts 40
Time 5h 58m

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Katsuki Bakugo is tired, tired of feelings so fucking pathetic.

He's a shitty person, with an even shittier life. It's what he deserves, isn't it? Funny how fate has a way of balancing the scale.

He'll never be a pro-hero, not when he's barely surviving each day he has to put up with his mother. 

But he's not asking for pity, Katsuki Bakugo can take care of himself.

And no one needs to know anything, they need to keep their damn mouths shut, or else they'll see the wall he's built up is slowly tumbling down.

This is Kiribaku btw is the title didn't give it away.

!!!Disclaimer: this is a four year old work and written in first person. It's not my best to say the least but I'm leaving it because it was an important part of my writing journey (although I'm not putting "angsty Bakugo fanfic" on any portfolio ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ) I rewrote the summary because I hated it but mostly everything else is remaining unchanged because I'm too lazy to edit a 70k story. Be warned this is in first person and this fic does cover some serious topics (how well it does that it up to you). Thank you for continuing if you chose to do so and I appreciate all the support this fic has gotten it was certainly an experience : )!!!(CC) Attrib. NonCommercial

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Thoughts by imsodumngl

Bakugo is always rude to everyone. Loud, rough, mean, and hateful. But that's just a mask he puts on every time he leaves his room. The thoughts are always there, the voices and words. They won't shut up. They won't stop telling the truth. Everyone is out to get the aspiring hero, and his mind won't let him trust anyone. Not even his best friends... ~WARNINGS~ Mentions of: +Suicidal thoughts+ +Self-harm+ +Self-starvation+ +Self-deprecation+ +Depression+ +Panic attacks+ +Losing sense of reality+ I am not romanticizing these problems. If you have/are doing any of these things, please do the opposite of what Katsuki does in this book, and please go talk to someone. You're an amazing human, and you shouldn't hurt yourself over what you think people think of you. Everything in this is practice. My goal for this book is to give you that stomach drop that most angst stories do. I'm not very good at that, so let's see how I do, lmao. (AO3 gets updated faster than here)

Breaking Apart Softly - Kiribaku by Xxshiplord16Xx

DISCONTINUED Eijirou Kirishima is depressed. He doesn't know why, and he doesn't know how to stop it, but he doesn't want to be a burden on everyone else so he keeps it hidden. Like most people do. But it's getting to be too much and it's effecting his normal persona. He also has a crush on Katsuki Bakugou- and, would you look at that! Bakugou likes him back! Their relationship moves fast and Kirishima seems to forget his biggest secret. And after that comes: Therapy. Hospital visits. Doctors offices. Worrying parents. Worrying friends. Worrying boyfriends. And so the best thing that Kirishima can think of is to lie.. to get back the happiness that everyone used to feel around him. To destroy that weird awkward feeling of worry that he senses whenever he is around anyone. He just hopes that maybe if he lies to others enough about what's really going on, then maybe he'll start convincing himself. That maybe, just maybe, the problems will go away. WARNING! This story contains: Smut Self harm Suicidal thoughts and actions Depression Anxiety Panic attacks If these topics trigger you, please do not read on! Lastly, this story is very close to home for me. I know what I'm talking about with the feelings that Eijirou feels, and I know how these things work. I've been hesitant to post this story for a while because I was worried of what people would say about all of it. A good amount of this story is me telling some of my experiences with depression, self harm, anxiety, etc. through Kirishima. All I ask of you as a reader is to please be kind in the comments. Honestly, as cheesy as it sounds, be kind to everyone. You really don't know what they are secretly going through. (Please feel free to message me if you feel any of the negative things that I talk about in this book. I am not a professional, but I have gone through these things and may be able to give you some advice, or at least be there for you to talk to.) Now, please enjoy this book.

A Light in Darkness by bruh88888888

****Trigger Warning: attempted suicide, cutting, rape, abuse, language, and mature themes!!!!**** Bakugo lives in the darkness and the only hope he has in the world isn't strong enough to save him, so instead of dimming the only light he knows, Bakugo decides to end his life, but things don't always go as planned and with the help of Kirishima, Bakugo is finally able to overcome his darkness. I don't own MHA/BNHA, Horikoshi does!

Bakugo's 5 day deal by ReallyTiredLol

I'm honestly ashamed of this book. I wrote it some time ago and it just has so many things wrong in it and is overall cringe. I am planning to write a different and better version of this in the near future. And hey, maybe you should follow me to see when it comes out ;) !!!STRONG SUICIDE TRIGGER WARNING!!! Midoriya was walking home at around 11pm, after picking up some groceries for his mom. He sighed, knowing he would have to wake up early for school tomorrow. He walked on the small bridge, looking at the bright, full moon. It was a beautiful night. He turned his head facing forward, his eyes locking on the body in front of him. "K-Kacchan?" The ash-blonde whipped his head to where the shorter boy stood, piercing red eyes meeting soft dark green ones. There he was. The loud, brash, cocky Katsuki Bakugo, sitting on the concrete wall of the bridge, with his shoes off and wallet out, ready to jump off and end his life at any moment. . . "You know what, lets make a deal."

Bakugou's Poem (depressed/suicidal/abused Bakugou) by AngryOne1

COMPLETE!!! Bakugou knows nobody likes him. He knows they are all lying when they say they do. He knows they could not care less. He knows he is worthless, weak, and cruel. He knows he should not be how he is. He knows they would all be better off without him. Or: Bakugou has to present a poem and the class finds out how he really feels. I do not own any characters from BNHA, the anime itself, nor the pictures on this story, though the story written on here is mine! My first fanfic and thank you to anyone who reads! Any and all criticism appreciated! I absolutely loved writing this, it's my baby!! XD Go check out my new story, Rehabilitating Bakugou!! -Angry Started: February 5, 2020 Ended: February 11, 2020 Rankings!!! #2 kiribaku Feb 25, 2020 #4 kiribaku Aug 7, 2020 #1 class1-a Feb 22, 2020 #2 bakusquad March 7, 2020 #1 idontknowhatimdoing Feb 22, 2020 #1 depressedbakugou Feb 22, 2020

●COMPLETED● Facade (BNHA Fanfiction) by hgffghhhhh

●COMPLETED● (Fa-cade) noun An outward appearance that is maintained to conceal a less pleasant or creditable reality. Bakugou Katsuki kept up the Facade his entire life. Nobody knows the truth. About the pain he feels when having to go home for the holidays. The pain when he's alone in his bed at night, not being able to sleep. The pain he feels when any one of his friends write him off as strong. Or temper-filled. Or anger-issued. They don't know the truth. They don't know anything! And how Katsuki wanted to tell them. The things he's gone through. But people wouldn't care. He's Bakugou fucking Katsuki. He's the strong, loud, violent, and angry one. The one with no feelings at all. Or not being able to... feel. When all he does is feel. All he does is drown his emotions in drinks, drugs, and blades. But if he spoke out, they'd hate him. Hate him for what he got himself into. For the way he got addicted to the drinking, smoking, and cutting so easily. So fast. And his mother didn't care. She's never cared. He opened up, and she told him to toughen up. To just... be anything... but himself. Be a Facade. ~~~ Just FWI, I freaking love Mitsuki. But, she is a 'bit' abusive towards Katsuki. And that time she hit him in front of Aizawa and All Might, he acted like it happens daily. (Which I'm sure it does) UPDATE: nvm I hate Mitsuki (I'm not sorry-) Warnings! Cutting Underage Drinking Smoking Drugs Abuse Attempted Suicide Eating Disorders Couples (Please don't drop the story cause of these. Most these are background) Shinkami JirouxSero IidaxOchako TsuxTokoyami Tododeku Kiribaku

Drowning | Anorexic Todoroki x Bakugou by luxzine

Todoroki is sick of fighting his eating disorder. He's sick of trying when he ends up back at the start every time. He's sick of it all. But what happens when his reason to keep fighting isn't enough anymore? [Completed on 07/10/21.] 。。。| Note: - **Spanish version of this fic is available on @n4turalle's profile!** - This fic is not intended to promote or encourage its sensitive topics/themes. - This fic is not the faint of heart or those easily triggered by sensitive themes. Read at your own discretion. Disclaimer: - I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters used goes to Horikoshi Kohei.

Deadly Dreams (KiriBaku Story) by HolyNoodlesNBacon

⚠️Warnings⚠️ *Angst *Swearing *Death *Depression *Cutting If you are sensitive to any of this, you have been warned. Kirishima starts to all of a sudden have nightmares about his best friend, Bakugou. There is nothing he can do, he starts to fall into deep depression, talking to Midoriya only helps a little. He even begins avoiding Bakugou over all. He doesn't know how much he can handle before he breaks. Bakugou slightly brushes it off at first but starts to get really concerned about his good friend, Kirishima. He has been trying to talk but most of the time is responded with silence. He knows that Kirishima starts to talk to Midoriya a lot more and him less. He starts to get jealous? Kirishima begins to close himself off from everyone, he doesn't even want to talk to Midoriya or Bakugou. He still goes to school, but completely ignored when someone tries to talk to him. He starts wearing his hair down, and it starts to fade to its natural color. One day the villains attack, Kirishima wants to keep everyone safe, he wants to make sure he is the only that ever gets harmed during this. He doesn't want anyone to get hurt, he has been extremely cautious. Bakugou ignores Kirishima's warnings and goes after them anyways. 'I can't let it happen! I can't-' "KIRISHIMA!" Check out my other stories :> HolyNoodlesNBacon Cover doesn't belong to me Credit goes to taichichuwhat.tumblr

Karma's A B**** (Suicidal Deku AU) [DISCONTINUED] by -We_All_Need_Jesus-

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[DISCONTINUED!] I'm scared... Please, help me... [Kiribaku/Bakushima] by KacchanTheDuck

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Breaking Apart Softly - Kiribaku cover

A Light in Darkness cover

Bakugo's 5 day deal cover

Bakugou's Poem (depressed/suicidal/abused Bakugou) cover

●COMPLETED● Facade (BNHA Fanfiction) cover

Drowning | Anorexic Todoroki x Bakugou cover

Deadly Dreams (KiriBaku Story) cover

Karma's A B**** (Suicidal Deku AU) [DISCONTINUED] cover

[DISCONTINUED!] I'm scared... Please, help me... [Kiribaku/Bakushima] cover

Thoughts

Bakugo is always rude to everyone. Loud, rough, mean, and hateful. But that's just a mask he puts on every time he leaves his room. The thoughts are always there, the voices and words. They won't shut up. They won't stop telling the truth. Everyone is out to get the aspiring hero, and his mind won't let him trust anyone. Not even his best friends... ~WARNINGS~ Mentions of: +Suicidal thoughts+ +Self-harm+ +Self-starvation+ +Self-deprecation+ +Depression+ +Panic attacks+ +Losing sense of reality+ I am not romanticizing these problems. If you have/are doing any of these things, please do the opposite of what Katsuki does in this book, and please go talk to someone. You're an amazing human, and you shouldn't hurt yourself over what you think people think of you. Everything in this is practice. My goal for this book is to give you that stomach drop that most angst stories do. I'm not very good at that, so let's see how I do, lmao. (AO3 gets updated faster than here)