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Tired of pretending (kiribaku)

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Katsuki Bakugo is tired, tired of feelings so fucking pathetic.

He's a shitty person, with an even shittier life. It's what he deserves, isn't it? Funny how fate has a way of balancing the scale.

He'll never be a pro-hero, not when he's barely surviving each day he has to put up with his mother. 

But he's not asking for pity, Katsuki Bakugo can take care of himself.

And no one needs to know anything, they need to keep their damn mouths shut, or else they'll see the wall he's built up is slowly tumbling down.

This is Kiribaku btw is the title didn't give it away.

!!!Disclaimer: this is a four year old work and written in first person. It's not my best to say the least but I'm leaving it because it was an important part of my writing journey (although I'm not putting "angsty Bakugo fanfic" on any portfolio ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ) I rewrote the summary because I hated it but mostly everything else is remaining unchanged because I'm too lazy to edit a 70k story. Be warned this is in first person and this fic does cover some serious topics (how well it does that it up to you). Thank you for continuing if you chose to do so and I appreciate all the support this fic has gotten it was certainly an experience : )!!!(CC) Attrib. NonCommercial

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what do you call this? ( kiribaku ) by syndon06

(COMPLETED) kirishima is just an ordinary boy, or so everyone thought. To be honest kirishima was very depressed, he felt unloved and useless. Until that is, he met a very hot headed ash blonde boy. After that, everything seemed to change. Btw I'm planning on using swears. Sorry, but it's Bakugou, I'm officially comfy Maybe some smut... Idk.. I'm not that good tho.. if it's requested alot I will... Or I'll just do it.. that's a possibility as well. But most definitely some fluff!! P.S. I'm not the best writter! I also don't have the best Grammer. I'll probably add more gay ships... I'm not a huge fan of them straights ! But maybe some of them... Also as you can tell, I'm not good with descriptions.. I'll most likely be changing it in the future... But for now it's stuck. It may not be that good.. sorry! Love ya! May add more tags, along with change the description some more, idk, but definitely going to change something, maybe even the photo... Idk And as you all know, I do not own the characters in this book, thet belong to the best anime show EVER My Hero Academia. I will be updating once a week.. maybe more. Love ya.. AGAIN I ALSO DONT OWN ANY OF THESE PICTURS!! And I don't know the people who made them, if you know.. umm.. COMMENT AND TELL ME!! ty!!!

Bakugou's Poem (depressed/suicidal/abused Bakugou) by AngryOne1

COMPLETE!!! Bakugou knows nobody likes him. He knows they are all lying when they say they do. He knows they could not care less. He knows he is worthless, weak, and cruel. He knows he should not be how he is. He knows they would all be better off without him. Or: Bakugou has to present a poem and the class finds out how he really feels. I do not own any characters from BNHA, the anime itself, nor the pictures on this story, though the story written on here is mine! My first fanfic and thank you to anyone who reads! Any and all criticism appreciated! I absolutely loved writing this, it's my baby!! XD Go check out my new story, Rehabilitating Bakugou!! -Angry Started: February 5, 2020 Ended: February 11, 2020 Rankings!!! #2 kiribaku Feb 25, 2020 #4 kiribaku Aug 7, 2020 #1 class1-a Feb 22, 2020 #2 bakusquad March 7, 2020 #1 idontknowhatimdoing Feb 22, 2020 #1 depressedbakugou Feb 22, 2020

Stay with me! by LemonDarts

-------FANFICTION------- Bakugo's family having issues between each other was no surprise to anyone. However, things began to escalate to the point of a permament change. He already felt an intense amount of guilt for the situation he put his parents in by being born, as well as the kidnapping. The guilt starts to fill his lungs and he struggles to breathe. Midoriya, a childhood friend, notices Bakugo's desperation to find solice and despite their rocky childhood, he's willing to try his best to help him, even if he struggles at accepting help. 25th #dekubaku - 20th July 2023 2nd #bakugou - 1st Jan 2023 2nd #dissociation - 11th Sep 2024 2nd #dekubaku - 30th Nov 2024

[DISCONTINUED!] I'm scared... Please, help me... [Kiribaku/Bakushima] by KacchanTheDuck

Katsuki Bakugou in here, is completely different than in the actual anime. ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ In here he is calm, don't want to be in any crowds, don't like attention. He is really quiet and Izuku is really different too than in anime. He is the bully. He always bullied Katsuki. ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ All the story is about depressed Bakugou's life. How he was abused, went to school, when he had his problems and many, many more. Hope you enjoy my story! ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ ☞︎︎︎While reading my story be aware of:☜︎︎︎ ⚠︎ •Sᴇʟғ ʜᴀʀᴍ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Aʙᴜsᴇ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Dᴇᴘʀᴇssɪᴏɴ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Sᴜɪᴄɪᴅᴇ ᴛᴏᴜɢʜᴛs/ᴀᴄᴛs• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Bᴜʟʟʏɪɴɢ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Rᴀᴘᴇ• ⚠︎ ⚠︎ •Sᴡᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ ᴇᴛᴄ.• ⚠︎ ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ ⚠︎ Rebember! When you need help, you feel depressed or anything like that - go to someone, talk. It's not good to hide it deep inside. You can talk to your family, friend that you trust, therapist. Anyone, even me. But not to someone that you don't trust, someone that seems fake and toxic, someone you don't know or anything like that. They can really hurt you. ⚠︎ ☜︎︎︎☯︎•••☯︎☞︎︎︎ Now enjoy my story! Hope you like it! ♡︎

Make it stop! by LemonDarts

-------FANFICTION------- Bakugo Katsuki strives for success as a future professional hero ever since he could remember. However, the lifestyle of a hero isn't as easy as it seems with mental pressure, villains and competition. Not only is that difficult to handle, Bakugo has to balance his deteriorating mental health at the same time, hoping to avoid suspicion that could put his chances of being a hero at stake. As time moves forward, the eyes watching him grows and the line between strength and neglect blurs. It's only reasonable to question. When will he shatter, if he hasn't already? His teacher refuses to let him break any further. This fanfiction contains the following topics that may be heavy to some: -self harm -suicide -depression Anything else will be listed at the top of chapters. Achievements: 1st #depressing - 8th June 2023 1st #kacchan - 24th June 2023 32nd #sad - 20th July 2023 2nd #bakugokatsuki - 13th Nov 2023 1st #dadzawa - 1st Jan 2024 1st #kacchan - 13th Jan 2024 1st #erasermic - 28th Apr 2024 1st #depressing - 29th June 2024 1st #bakugokatsuki - 2nd Dec 2024

Deadly Dreams (KiriBaku Story) by HolyNoodlesNBacon

⚠️Warnings⚠️ *Angst *Swearing *Death *Depression *Cutting If you are sensitive to any of this, you have been warned. Kirishima starts to all of a sudden have nightmares about his best friend, Bakugou. There is nothing he can do, he starts to fall into deep depression, talking to Midoriya only helps a little. He even begins avoiding Bakugou over all. He doesn't know how much he can handle before he breaks. Bakugou slightly brushes it off at first but starts to get really concerned about his good friend, Kirishima. He has been trying to talk but most of the time is responded with silence. He knows that Kirishima starts to talk to Midoriya a lot more and him less. He starts to get jealous? Kirishima begins to close himself off from everyone, he doesn't even want to talk to Midoriya or Bakugou. He still goes to school, but completely ignored when someone tries to talk to him. He starts wearing his hair down, and it starts to fade to its natural color. One day the villains attack, Kirishima wants to keep everyone safe, he wants to make sure he is the only that ever gets harmed during this. He doesn't want anyone to get hurt, he has been extremely cautious. Bakugou ignores Kirishima's warnings and goes after them anyways. 'I can't let it happen! I can't-' "KIRISHIMA!" Check out my other stories :> HolyNoodlesNBacon Cover doesn't belong to me Credit goes to taichichuwhat.tumblr

Breaking Apart Softly - Kiribaku by Xxshiplord16Xx

DISCONTINUED Eijirou Kirishima is depressed. He doesn't know why, and he doesn't know how to stop it, but he doesn't want to be a burden on everyone else so he keeps it hidden. Like most people do. But it's getting to be too much and it's effecting his normal persona. He also has a crush on Katsuki Bakugou- and, would you look at that! Bakugou likes him back! Their relationship moves fast and Kirishima seems to forget his biggest secret. And after that comes: Therapy. Hospital visits. Doctors offices. Worrying parents. Worrying friends. Worrying boyfriends. And so the best thing that Kirishima can think of is to lie.. to get back the happiness that everyone used to feel around him. To destroy that weird awkward feeling of worry that he senses whenever he is around anyone. He just hopes that maybe if he lies to others enough about what's really going on, then maybe he'll start convincing himself. That maybe, just maybe, the problems will go away. WARNING! This story contains: Smut Self harm Suicidal thoughts and actions Depression Anxiety Panic attacks If these topics trigger you, please do not read on! Lastly, this story is very close to home for me. I know what I'm talking about with the feelings that Eijirou feels, and I know how these things work. I've been hesitant to post this story for a while because I was worried of what people would say about all of it. A good amount of this story is me telling some of my experiences with depression, self harm, anxiety, etc. through Kirishima. All I ask of you as a reader is to please be kind in the comments. Honestly, as cheesy as it sounds, be kind to everyone. You really don't know what they are secretly going through. (Please feel free to message me if you feel any of the negative things that I talk about in this book. I am not a professional, but I have gone through these things and may be able to give you some advice, or at least be there for you to talk to.) Now, please enjoy this book.

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