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Tired of pretending (kiribaku)

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Parts 40
Time 5h 58m

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Katsuki Bakugo is tired, tired of feelings so fucking pathetic.

He's a shitty person, with an even shittier life. It's what he deserves, isn't it? Funny how fate has a way of balancing the scale.

He'll never be a pro-hero, not when he's barely surviving each day he has to put up with his mother. 

But he's not asking for pity, Katsuki Bakugo can take care of himself.

And no one needs to know anything, they need to keep their damn mouths shut, or else they'll see the wall he's built up is slowly tumbling down.

This is Kiribaku btw is the title didn't give it away.

!!!Disclaimer: this is a four year old work and written in first person. It's not my best to say the least but I'm leaving it because it was an important part of my writing journey (although I'm not putting "angsty Bakugo fanfic" on any portfolio ʅ（◞‿◟）ʃ) I rewrote the summary because I hated it but mostly everything else is remaining unchanged because I'm too lazy to edit a 70k story. Be warned this is in first person and this fic does cover some serious topics (how well it does that it up to you). Thank you for continuing if you chose to do so and I appreciate all the support this fic has gotten it was certainly an experience : )!!!(CC) Attrib. NonCommercial

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Nothing lasts forever, especially not the things you would die to have with you for the rest of time. Katsuki Bakugou knows exactly what that's like. ~ When a rough disease lands Bakugou in the hospital, he's determined to get better quickly and get the hell out of there. But when he meets a red-haired, way-too-energetic sick boy, he suddenly finds himself spending much more time there than he ever could have expected. ~ "I think it's kinda cool, 'cause orchids are also really hard to take care of and can die really easily. Sometimes, I think, like, I'm an orchid. Not literally, of course, but if you think about it, we're pretty similar. We're both hard to take care of, can die easily, et cetera. You know what I mean?"  "Whatever."  "See? You get me," Kirishima said, slowly laying back into the grass. "Sometimes, you just feel like a flower." ~~~ » completed august 16th 2020 » lowercase intentional » see profile for other works