Wreckage Rescue (Adronitis #1)
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Last published Sat, Sep 19, 2020
I thought it was just a mirror. A thing to see my own reflection and yet, it is. A reflection and my own realizations that lead me to heal from the burdens of my past. In my own reflection, I met him.
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