If Only Dreams Had Wings (A Hunter X Hunter Fanfiction)

If love was a person, it would surely be she,
If I were an If, maybe she would love me.
But If's are not people and people aren't kind,
So why get stuck on 'if's' if you aren't on her mind?
Red and gold never seemed so close,
Red and gold pills swallowed at the wrong dose.
Medicine heals wounds and fades away a bruise
But no amount of pills can change the life you choose.

~~ Hello! Sorry for the cryptic description, I just wrote it and thought it described the story pretty well so yeah. Anyways, this is a Hunter X Hunter Fanfiction that is technically a reader insert and technically an OC insert. It's really too difficult and confusing for me to constantly write (Y/N) and leave it completely description less for your physical self and personality, so please forgive me for making an identity for you. Feel free to let yourself assume the identity of the character I created! That was my intention. This story will not ship anyone with God or Killua because they are children lmao. It's mostly the Adultrio and Feitan + Shalnark, and probably some others ;) lemme know what y'all think! ~~

!!DISCLAIMER!! I DO NOT own any of the Hunter X Hunter characters, plot, or anything related to it. All I own are my personal character creations.