Little Mermaid

I never knew of a fairytail, that I would hate this much. But when you talk about this one, I get reminded of that one person I truly hate. Who could ever think of something so stupid as a mermaid leaving the sea from its free will? That would never happen. And I am lost. I have no idea what I am doing here. I should have dissapeared, turn into nothing, as the story tells. But I couldn't. And then I gave up. You know what? I am just being carried by the flow of the world as I live on against my own will. I wake up from nightmare in the morning, live throughout the day, and fall back into the restless sleep in the evening. Carefully observing happenings around myself I try to avoid getting close to people I fear. But as my father said, I shall not ever come back to the place I once belonged to. Thank you "my prince".