Darkness Of The Sky
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- Parts 6
MatureOngoing30m
Last published Sat, Sep 26, 2020
" I am feeling dark emotions on a high level and trapped living in the past and filled with anxiety about living in the future "
Mahirap mawalan ng pamilya dahil parang napilayan ka rin at parang hindi na makalakad pa. Iyan ang nararamdaman ni Rain hindi niya alam kung magpapatuloy pa ba siya sa buhay o titigil na pero dahil sa mga taong binigyan siya ng halaga at pag-asa sinikap niyang magpatuloy at harapin lahat ng hamon sa buhay pero para sa kaniya nakakatakot ng maging saya. Dahil ang panandaliang saya, pang matagalang lungkot ang kapalit. Sabi nga ng iba " Happiness is a choice " gustuhin man niya takot parin siya sa tadhana na kahit anong oras pwede siyang paglaruan.
Makakaya niya kayang maging masaya ?
Kung may susunod na namang problema ?
Makakaya niya kayang magpatawad ?
Ano kaya ang pipiliin niya ?
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