Mind-blowing Sadness

Mind-blowing Sadness

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"Habang sumisikat ang araw ako'y mananatiling pagmamay-ari mo, hangga't bumubuhos ang ulan sayo pa din ako ngunit kapag ang ulan na minsa'y bumuhos at pumatak sa lupa ay huminto. Hindi ko maipapangako na ako'y mananatiling sa iyo." nakangit mong saad habang nakatingin sa unti-unting paglubog ng araw at saka tumingin sa aking mga mata at ngumiti na parang wala man lang lungkot na iniinda. "Sana pinatay mo na lang ako." unti-unting bumagsak ang aking mga luha, pinipigilan na magsalita. Tumakbo ako palayo, palayo sayo. Iniinda ang sakit na nraramdaman ko habang hindi na iniisip kung ano ang mga pwedeng mangyari sayo. Ako muna, yan ang desisyon ko. Tumigil ako sa pagtakbo at nilingon ang naiwan kong ikaw sa gitna ng magandang dagat at lumubog na araw, naglalakad ka na palayo. Hindi lumilingon, hindi nagpaalam. Tanging ang mga ngiti mo lamang at ang ating mga alaala nating dalawa na magkasama ang tanging dala dala ko pati na rin ang masasakit mong mga salita na iniwan sa akin bago ka lumayo. Paalam, maging masaya ka sana sa desisyon mo.
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[18+] Dear Diary, it's me, Lola. I'm still stuck in a relationship with Ivan. Do I love him? Maybe. Am I in love with him? No. And his friends are constantly hanging in our apartment making it harder for me to deal with all the personalities living in my head. Especially HIM - Michael, my boyfriend's best friend! A classic arrogant, selfish, manipulative player, a walking red flag who thinks he can have any girl in the world. Okay, he probably can, and maybe I'm just jealous of his freedom and the ease with which he gets whatever he wants. I wonder if he could have me too... Oh God, brain, stop! I hate him, for heaven's sake! I can't let him get into my head, so I always avoid eye contact with him. If Medusa were a man, he would look like Michael. *** After facing heartbreaks and unfulfilled loves, Lola settles down with what seems like the perfect boyfriend: he's loaded, easy on the eyes, and has a degree to flaunt. He sweeps her into a world of constant parties and upscale living, but for Lola, it's all just meh. She's depressed, experiences constant mood swings, and hides her true self from everyone. In her diary, she doesn't describe the luxury that surrounds her because she despises money. Amidst battling her inner demons and trying to escape a relationship that's playing on repeat, another plot twist kicks in - her boyfriend's best friend. His charm and playful banter aren't making it any easier for Lola to keep her heart on lockdown. Now, she's stuck in a moral struggle: whether to surrender to the first positive feeling she's had in a long time or stick to the script of reason and steer clear of this dangerous attraction. *Based on the true story*

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