Masking My Feelings
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Lisa is a teenage girl who's Mother died quite suddenly when she was 11, since then her Father has repeatedly abused her sexually. Her friends start to ask questions that get too close to the truth, so instead of confiding in her friends she drops out of school and is soon to find out she's pregnant for her boyfriend, James, a young boy who she's crushed for years but hasn't felt quite good enough for. In her heart of hearts she believes its her Father's and fails to tell James. When the abuse becomes less frequent, she gets the father she always wanted, the father she once had before her mother died, but what will happen to James and his baby when she hopelessly falls for her father?
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