What if..?// Hinata Shoyou Angst // Re-written
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Hinata Shoyou. A boy who lights up any room he enters. He was the sun, the light, and the life of everyone's life.
Not until their family had lost a very important member of the family. Hinata Natsu, she was Shoyou's twin sister, they grew up together, did everything together, and had the same taste in everything.
Unfortunately she died in a train wreck. In one of the biggest accidents in Japan. Natsu and some of her classmates died in that wreck.
It has only been a year ever since she had passed. No one was taking it well, Shoyou's parents had turned to bad coping mechanisms as he tries his very best to hold up the little hope their family has.
This book contains very triggering topics, if you ever have any trigger warnings please think twice about reading this book. Thank you 😊💓
Written on 23/09/2020
Re-writing on 30/01/2022
Current Rankings
#215 in Japanese
#768 in abused
#101 tsukihina(N/A)
#26 depressedhinata
#698 japan
#835 hinatashoyou
Highest Rankings
#215 in Japanese
#26 in depressedhinata
#91 in tsukihina(N/A)
#759 in abused
#698 in japan
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