AUSTERE HAUL (On Going)

Almost two years beside him was hell. He's a baddest guy I've ever met. I loved him but he doesn't love me. I am his wife but the way he treated me, it was like I am his shadow. Is there a reason to stay beside him? Do I need to shallow my pride because of my feelings for him? What will be happened if I will sacrifice my everything just to have him? It will worth? I guess I am living in a dark place where I am nothing but in a AUSTERE HAUL.