Widowed and in pain Lauren is trying to cope without her soulmate being here. She goes through a lot of ups and downs but in the end she realises that Bobby would want her happy and not in pain. :) It's all in Laurens POV Most chapters are tiny because I wrote it on word to start with :) Laurenzside x danghthatsalongname There is also swear words in it. Disclaimer: I don't ship it because of obvious reasons but I like writing about it.