The Pressures We Face
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This is a fiction story, yes. However, this is based off real events and facts, used to introduce the reader (or remind him or her) that fame is a blessing *AND* a curse. Pressures and people, depression and lies. What happens after dark, after the performances, after you apply to become an idol? What really becomes of you after the demons in your head swarm and swirl and you can't control them? Especially when everybody is watching?
In this collection of fiction stories, PoshRoyaltyz recounts real experiences and beliefs about the deadliness of idol life.
**This story has themes of suicide, depression, and self-harm. Please read at your own discretion. Thank you.**
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