"How much would you care if I were to... Disappear?" - ✨A Trainwreck✨ - Wattpad

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"How much would you care if I were to... Disappear?"

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Reads 61
Votes 7
Parts 2
Time 17m

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Something's wrong with Yamaguchi. 

Something's wrong, but Tsukishima hasn't noticed anything off. How his smile seems fake, how his laugh seems hollow- he hasn't noticed.

Why hasn't he noticed? He's usually incredibly observant. He should've been able to see that something was up sooner.

He didn't even think that something was wrong when Yamaguchi asked him that question.

"How much would you care if I were to... disappear?"

Tsukishima eventually does figure it out, but is he too late?

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Aha I totally didn't almost cry while writing this
Me? Crying?
💫✨never✨💫

There are no ships in this story
I'm planning on only having like one chapter, but I might make a follow up
This is the first time I've attempted to writing in 1st-person POV so tell me if you enjoy it-

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I do not own any of the characters in this story.All Rights Reserved

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