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When I am on the ground

AnnaPearlWatson

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Reads 42
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Parts 4
Time 7m

AnnaPearlWatson

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This is a book that contains self harm/abuse/beating/hate exedra

If those things are something that you are uncomfortable with I suggest not reading this book. 

Hi I am Sam Kirshner. I am a 17 year old, who lives in a small town called  Newburg where if you are a nobody, you know everybody but nobody knows you. I am a nobody, though some people know my name, nobody knows me. I get bullied by 8 boys and sometimes their girlfriends, My mom left when I was 12, and my brother is very loving and caring, I can't tell him about my bullies or cutting or anything I can't hurt him. I have a brother who is 4.  I only have one 3 friends. Laura, Cat, and Max. Cat is Shawn (Not Mendes) on of my bullies sister, And Max is Nathan (another one of my bullies) sister. The other 6 bullies are: Jacob, Asher(Not angel), Mack(not giver), Nash(not grier), ok no celebs in this book!! William, Greyson. And Jacob, Shawn, Nathan, and Nash all have girlfriends.
Anyway I think I will let you read the story now.All Rights Reserved

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