Hard To Love |18+
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Last published Fri, Aug 1, 2025
Warning: Lots of mature content and strong language ahead. Read at your own risk. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
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Love is a messy, painful ordeal. Amelia Harold knew this all too well.
After all, she did fall in love with her Dom, Ethan Williams, a man who knew no mercy and whose heart was as cold as the glaciers in Antarctica.
So, it wasn't really a surprise when he let her go after she bared her heart to him.
Except now, it's been two years. Amelia has moved on, she's happy and in a perfect relationship.
What happens when Ethan storms back in her life once again, adamant on not letting her slip away this time?
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• Runner up for best title in Galaxy Awards 2020
▪ 2nd place Young Adult in Scarlet Awards 2020
▪ 1st place Erotica in Mise-en-Scene Awards 2021
• 1st place in the Lace Awards 2024
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