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Ongoing, First published Sep 26, 2020
I think a lot. I have depression, anxiety, adhd, arthritis, gender dysphoria, etc. I'm also queer. All the while in one of Chicago's most conservative suburbs, in college and with a part time job. That with what the world is going through right now isn't the best, but I try my best to be optimistic. 

So these are the thought processes of... all the above or what else is going on in my life. I want to share them but don't really know how, so I'll start here.
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