"The council didn't trust me, so how can I trust myself?"
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Ahsoka Tano thrives on purpose - and without it, she finds her life significantly harder.
With nothing to guide her, Ahsoka must learn to guide herself. In doing so, she must also learn to trust herself, where she found others did not.
No more war (for better or worse), no more mantras, and no more Jedi.
Ahsoka quickly discovers that her past teachings and skills are deemed useless in the Lower Levels, where survival outweighs honor, and greed outweighs compassion.
She learns the hard way that not everyone wants to be helped, and not everyone wants to help.
It is no secret to the citizens of the Coruscanti underworld that there is an absence of the Jedi Order on the planet on which they reside, and Ahsoka must come to terms with that cruel irony.
Left to fend for herself on the new battlefield in which she has no experience - a life of her own - Ahsoka must set new boundaries for herself, by herself.
For the first time in her life, Ahsoka Tano is truly lost and alone, with nothing to guide her or dictate what she can do.
But that also means that she is free, even if it takes her a while to realize it.
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When Ahsoka Tano departed from the Jedi Order, it left many unanswered questions that sparked countless ideas and stories - and this book is just one of the many.
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+ 3rd place in The Golden Empire Awards (Fanfiction - 2020-2021)
+ 2nd place in The Hidden Phoenix Awards 2020 (Science-fiction)
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*I tried to keep this in the canon universe. Also, obviously, I don't own Star Wars.
* !! Also: there is some sensitive content/violence, but there will be trigger warnings at the start of the chapters !!
+ cover credit: the amazing @Seaotter17 :)
The Jedi Order has fallen. The few remaining survivors have exiled themselves on distant worlds, vowing never to speak to each other until the time came to strike back against the growing Empire.
After two months in hiding on the icy world of Kijimi, Ahsoka Tano received a call. Anakin Skywalker was missing.
Once the search for her former master commences, her ability, strength, and love will be tested like never before. Will she thrive in the chaos, or will it consume her?
*Disclaimer: I don't own Star Wars, so the characters, places, etc. belong to Lucasfilm
**Content Rating: Rated mature for mature themes, potentially triggering depictions of mental illness, and implicit references to domestic violence. Just because a character acts a certain way does not mean I condone it in any way. My intention is never to offend or upset any of my readers! If you choose to read this book, you are choosing to be mature while reading it and in what you decide to comment. Thanks in advance!