My First Everything

Every time I think about kissing you...about the way your lips will feel against mine, it makes me hope. Hope for things I should not hope for. Happily ever after has been stolen from us. You are going to leave me Alyssa. I'm afraid that if I finally taste you, I won't be able to let you go. I won't be able to say goodbye Princess."

Tears stream from his eyes, as he backs me up against the wall. "Please don't ask me to do this." Jeremy begs.

"Please Kiss me Jeremy...please." I sob.

He leans his forehead against mine, breathing heavily, trying to decide. Then he brings his lips to mine, kissing me so fiercely and desperately like each kiss was designed to resuscitate me. I feel all his desires, his anguish, wishes, and dreams for me in this kiss...bringing me back to life.
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seventeen-year-old Alyssa Stewart is diabetic and needs a kidney transplant or she will die. She's been on the transplant list for years; and only her family, best friend Courtney, and secret 's crush Jeremy Winters knows her secret. Jeremy has agreed to help her come up with 10 things she has never done and he's committed to completing them with her. Little does he know...he's on her list!