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Reaching For the Final Exit (Suicidal Nightmare) FINISHED

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Time 2h 25m

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Nightmare had been suffering with deep depression for his entire life. And when I say ENTIRE, I mean entire life. 

Though, it'd been getting worse with each passing day till suddenly the overwhelming, hurting, uncontrollable feeling of wanting to disappear just stopped bothering him. The feeling became numb. Then empty. Till suddenly it was the only thing that'd make him happiest.

The feeling of death,
The pain
The emptiness
It all made him want it. To know what it felt like.

Nightmare wanted to die. So muchAll Rights Reserved

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The Labyrinth by UnmannedPickle

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