the beginnings of jasper whitlock

Pain. There's always pain coming from somewhere. It started with pain and now it will end with it.

She tells me how worth it all of this pain will be. How their sacrifices will bring about a better world for us. How I am doing the best thing. The right thing. I have to believe her.

I have to believe the feeling that she radiates is love. That it will be worth it. She says our love is the most important thing to her. She says that I am hers and she is mine.

But it's still there. The pain is always there.

I am Jasper Whitlock. And now I know. Love is another word for pain.

This is story about how Jasper Whitlock became a vampire. How he coped with training and eventually slaughtering countless newborn vampires over the years.

All character belong to Stephanie Meyer