Time to Decide

The waves knock me back and forth. Pulling my body under in the chilling cold. It won't let me go, no matter the force I put against it. My efforts are meaningless; I'm going to drown. Or at least freeze to death. Which one is worse? Freezing or drowning. Does it matter? No... It doesn't matter anymore. Either way, it is death. My body is numb. Is this it? The end is bitter sweet. I give up. I'm ready to go. So... Warm.... Goodbye pain...