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SUGAR DADDY
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xhighonwingsx
Ongoing, First published Sep 27, 2020
Mature
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▌│█║▌║▌║ SUGAR DADDY ║▌║▌║█│▌

‼️CAUTION : MATURE CONTENT ‼️

A person who at the tender age of 10 lost everything from family to property. Who faced heartbreak. 

Who hates god to take away his everything. Who uses girls only for his sexual needs.


A person who was pampered and loved. Her family is her everything. 

Got married in the illusion of love. Abused and torched in marriage but is quite only for her family. 

But what happens when her family blames her, consider her wrong and unfaithful.


What will happen when these two cross each other's path.


He will use her for his own needs. And she will use him for her own motive.


Will love bloom? 

Will there dark life turn bright? 

▒░Join us in journey of our very own manan▒░

Author :xhighonwingsx
Story Creator :Nikki. G
Created on:27th Sept 2020.
All Rights Reserved
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