Annyeonghaseyo. I'm Choi Kyung Wan. I'm a 17 year old Junior at Guangdong High. And I'm here to share with you my story. First, let me tell you about myself. I'm not a normal girl, let's just say that. When every single other girl my age was of boys, makeup, and being a k-idol, I was thinking of doing more practical things. Things that would actually help me in life. Not being stuck in some damned slave contract and working my ass off for 12 hours a day like my sister Yujin does. I'm a tomboy, I'm not scared to admit it. Zero girly fibers in my whole body. I don't cry, I don't get hurt, and I most definitely haven't fawned over any boys. I made that mistake once, and haven't made it again. There's a whole lot of cliques at my school, cheerleaders, nerds, class clowns, dancers, the gamers, but I'm apart of the jock clique. Bangtang Sonyeondan, the Bulletproof Boys, BTS. We do literally everything. From baseball to basketball to football or soccer to fucking archery, we're a tight knit group and do everything our school offers. I'm strong, confident, athletic, and I definitely cause trouble where ever I show my face. Whatever the fuck the standard is for my age is in Korea, throw that shit out of the fucking window, I'm my own person. But I have a secret. I've been crushing hard on one of my clique mates, Kim Namjoon for the longest time. But why should I even try to make a move on him? He's hot, a player, one of the most popular at our school, and guess what, doesn't give me a second glance that way. Always towards one of the idiots on the dance team or the braidead bitches on the cheer squad. Now I can't control myself, and I don't know what to do...
I usually use K-idol names so don't @ me for using those alright?!
"You want to know what real fun is like, I know it.
You can pretend to be the good girl all you want, but deep down, there is a part of you that hates doing all those right, decent things.
You want to know what it's like to be bad!"
I can't help the tremble that overtakes my body at his words.
He draws away and his eyes dip from my eyes to my lips.
A hungry, almost desperate look crosses his feature, before he regains himself and gives me one of those lopsided smiles that are full of mischief and danger.
"And I'm going to be the one to show it to you."
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I don't stay out late, I don't drink, I don't misbehave, I always do my homework and I never go against my parents.
That is until I meet THEM.
Seven boys who show me who I really am and who I'm meant to be: wild and crazy and reckless.
But I never expected the dark secrets that came with their gang-life- or the darkness they reveal about my own family.....
_- This Book is part of a Jikook Trilogy Book series "Heal Me"-_
(It can be read as a stand-alone though)