I closed my eyes once, once again and once more time; too scared to blink for a second too long, my mouth dry, a giant golf ball stuck in my throat. A tear-stained face watched the night light flicker from under the shear blankets that sat over my head. This had gone on far too long. We're supposed to grow out of the fears of our childhood years not make them worse. I'm fourteen for goodness sake! but even now they watch me from my cupboard, whispering horrible things into my ears and haunted my dreams through the darkness.
My mum somehow kept away the distress. whenever she would lay next to me and just stroke my eyebrow or hold me just to rub my back, it made me feel like the world could throw anything and everything it has and I would still be perfectly fine. nothing could touch me. Even so, nothing ever stays how you want it to, how I wanted it to. Work called for her more and more so I saw her less and less her absence drew them closer. They scared me, I don't know what I should do
Gwen, desperate to feel something, kills someone. But she quickly learns that one kill is never enough. Can Gwen stop before she turns on her own family?
**INCLUDES BONUS BOOK - A CHILD CALLED WENDY**
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It was just an experiment. Simply kill one person to see what it felt like. See beauty in the moment of death. See if it filled the void within her. It didn't. Nor did it the next time. Or the next. Gwen is an ordinary person. Wife to Amanda. Mother to Grace and Alexandra. Suddenly, she is no longer ordinary as she finds herself battling her urges and demons before she hurts those closest to her. But is it already too late?
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**WATTY 2021 SHORLIST!**
A multiple Wattpad Featured Story
#1 in Fiction
#1 in Homicide
#1 in Killing
#1 in Scary
#1 in Serial Killer
#1 in Terror
#1 in Death
#1 in Murderer
#1 in Creepy
#1 in Adult
#6 in LGBTQ
#1 in girlxgirl