Wide Awake
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Last published Sun, Jun 22, 2025
Recently edited some earlier chapters as I return to finish the story. Minor plot changes!
When Yoongi comes across a suicide note hidden in Seokjin's desk, things go downhill faster than they would like to admit.
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A Jin-centric story where the members do everything in their power to save their beloved Hyung from himself.
TRIGGER WARNING for basically the entire book!
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