Forbidden love (dazai osamu x female reader)

Hi, this is my first time doing this, hope you enjoy it.
So the story is based on how you and Dazai meet and fall in love with each other, but there's a turn, that could kill both of you if you were saw together.
I have not read something similar and if there is, this is an idea I had, sorry if I offend someone that had the same kind of idea or has published something similar. I did it with my own idea, well my brain was capable of at least.