Kile is nothing but sad, depressed, alone. He cried more in his life than smiled. When time goes on and everything move on, kile couldn't. He's trapped in his own world where there's nothing left to hold onto. So when his seventeenth birthday came along with a new hope in his life to find his mate, will Kile be able to get his happy ending? Or will he drown even more? WARNING: This story contains ~ Self harming ~ Abuse ~ Homophobic ~ Violence This story is not edited.