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I'm Not Okay

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After being recommended by her therapist to try writing in an journal, Reese decided she'd give it a try. What did she have to lose from doing so...? She wanted to get better and would do anything to grasp happiness. 

But what she didn't realize was how her journal entries would become her suicide notes. 




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TRIGGER WARNING: This story is about SUICIDE and DEPRESSION.  
Please, if you or a loved one are experiencing suicidal thoughts or are simply struggling with your mental health, please use the suicide hotlines for your country below

http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.htmlAll Rights Reserved

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Journal Entry One
Wed, Sep 30, 2020

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Journal Entry One
Wed, Sep 30, 2020

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