Jaded
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  • Reads 13,415
  • Votes 513
  • Parts 29
  • Time 2h 40m
Ongoing, First published Oct 03, 2014
My name is Diana. I am what everyone calls a fuck up. I have no talents except screwing everything up. I live with my mother. I never met my father because he left my mother before I was born. I'm an only child and it sucks. My mother is abusive. She beats me all the time whether drunk, high or sober. I am ... Well I guess you can say I'm jaded.
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"I write best when I'm falling in love, or falling apart." He muttered to himself, his gaze was on the guitar he had gently settled into his lap as he traced over the initials 'BJ' on it with his index finger. "Which one is it right now?" I asked nervously. He looked up at me with his green eyes only for a split second, soon looking back down. Like he feared I would see the pain painted behind his jade green orbs. But if he already knew I had already saw it. "Both." He said, finally looking up at me. That's when I noticed the pool of tears for everything that he had left unspoken, with one blink they would be running down his cheeks. And I hope he didn't let them, because I couldn't see him cry. "I love you, and it's killing me." I bit my lip painfully trying to stop myself from crying. He was the right one, my heart told me when my eyes first landed on him. But he wasn't mine, and that tore me up. Because I craved him to be. I sighed, "you're breaking my heart billie." I whispered, watching the tears roll down his dull face. "I love you. And loving you feels like some sort of self destruction when I'm not suppose to but my god armstrong I love you." I sobbed. It seems to be that love could be labelled poison and we would drink it anyways. I looked at him, the sadness in his eyes felt like it was tearing me up from the inside starting with the heart. But I felt guilty to look away. "But you know we shouldn't." I said Painfully, he nodded biting his lip. "We should only be friends." "But friends don't look at each other the way we do." And I needed him, he was my life line. And he told me he needed me, he said I was his sanity. But although it felt we lived worlds against each other, one thing we both knew was. 'I'm fine.' Sounds the same. Even when it's not true ----------------- She loved him more than he would ever know. And he loved her more than he would ever show. What a tragedy. (Little spoiler, but it does end happily I promise.)
Held Tight by Someone I Know by EtheMyst
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It's been a total of about six months sense the oh-so-rebel punk girl, Neomi Terrain (Well, Neomi Armstrong if you will) has gotten kicked out of her mother's household, found out about her father that turned out to be the lead singer of her favorite band, left Palmsdale and Jimmy altogether to live with this not-so-unknown stranger and well, you know the rest. But, it's been five months sense "The Accident" and she never feels like talking about it to anyone...sometimes she may bring it up with Billie but, if a conversation were to arouse towards the topic, she will most likely walk away and hide like a hermit in her bedroom. Neomi finally goes to school as a now sixteen year old outcast, I mean to her she is just another somebody that doesn't fit in, but she never believed you had to fit in to be liked, but others think otherwise and they think she is more a nobody than a somebody. And her and Billie Joe's relationship as a father-daughter sort of apparel as been getting really close, closer than before, in short she won't leave his side. She will always go to him for things, never Adie, when she wants to feel loved, sure she will text Jimmy who left to go back to Palmsdale, but she always goes to Billie to feel something and when she fucks something up, she lets Billie know and when he tells her to tell Adie what shes done, she'd never do it...Billie has to do it...So why is Neomi being so clingy lately? Could it be that she is afraid of another "Accident"? and what exactly happened that day anyway? Find out in the fresh new Sequel from Held Close by Someone I Never Knew; Held Tight by Someone I Know.
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