Tranquilize

Alternative Universe featuring Motionless in White. Eventual Ricky and Chris slash.

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It was one thing after another and I couldn't get myself out, I was drowning. I was drowning but I was happy and I couldn't breathe but my breath escaping me and my chest seizing up made everything better. I was floating. I was alive. But I was dead. It was a perfect in between purgatory that gave me a sense of bliss and a sense of escape, that I was no longer on earth but my mind was settled in this space where I was safe. I was safe from everyone, you, me, every single person was left out. I wasn't even me. Nothing existed. It was quiet.

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Completely an alternative universe. I'm not even sure what I'll be doing in this writing. I suppose I should for warn that there will be drug use and mentions of mental illness and past events that could also trigger some. I don't know where I'll go with this or that it will ever finish, but here we go.