A year later: I was pretty embarrassed to be writing about my life and having it posted for everyone to read but I'm not embarrassed anymore, this is what happened and I've learned from everything. Not everyone is always honest with you and that's why I have trust issues. This isn't an easy story to tell. It's dark. It's sad. Lastly, it's painfully true. You can believe what you would like. I'll be posting in this book every time I have something to say but don't know how to say it. This can get pretty heavy and I'm sorry. This is me.