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You're Losing Yourself Again // H.S. AU

annacloudstyles

Reads 68
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Parts 3
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Reads 68
Votes 9
Parts 3
Time 10m

annacloudstyles

Mature

anxietyattacks anxietydisorder depression harry harrystyles highschool hs liampayne louistomlinson mature matureaudience niallhoran onedirection panicattacks selfinjury smutwarning triggerwarning zaynmalik

*MATURE CONTENT WARNING*
This story contains and is not limited to sexual content, abuse, childhood trauma, self-harm, and severe depression and anxiety.
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"I'm fine. I'm just tired. I promise." I say as I try to convince the worried boy sitting next to me.

"Bella, you're losing yourself again."All Rights Reserved

anxietyattacks anxietydisorder depression harry harrystyles highschool hs liampayne louistomlinson mature matureaudience niallhoran onedirection panicattacks selfinjury smutwarning triggerwarning zaynmalik

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