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He was there sitting in the middle of the stage with a guitar in his hand, singing to one of his favourite songs he has ever written. Playing the soft melody repeatedly. Yet he wasn't feeling the spark of accomplishment, the spark of life. He glanced over the loud crowd which was now silent. He could see some flashlights waving with his rhythm. They had no idea. Not a single idea how he was truly feeling. This song was everything to him. Everything. This whole album is devoted to her , but this song? It is her. It is every smile, every tear, every memory she holds on.

He thought for a second, how lucky he is to ever get to know somebody like her. meeting her was the greatest thing that ever happened to him and he knew that. Even though he tasted heartbreak, he got to taste love as well. A type of love that can never be replaced. A type of love that can fill pages and pages... 

And yet here he was. On a stage. Singing the story of her and her love. Their love. To a crowd of strangers. He knew deep down, she will be the last one he will ever love. The last person to spend his life with...

He sang as a tear escaped his blue eyes and dropped to his guitar.

"But I'm still in love with you..."


...
 A Niall Horan fan fiction inspired by Niall Horan' s new album "Heartbreak Weather".
A junior half model psychology student Aurora Mira Wilson with mental illness meets her other half by an unpleasant situation. After a weekend together, love grows deep in their bruised hearts. However, after coming back from the best time they had in San Francisco, their relationship starts to fall apart slowly because of both of their problems and secrets.

CONTAINS DEPRESSION/ANXIETY DISORDERS/ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPAll Rights Reserved

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safe haven │ larry stylinson by 1DfriendsLM

You can't make me happy. Those were the exact same words Louis had said over five years ago. Harry could literally see his heart dropping and breaking on the ground. He swallowed and held Louis tighter. "Please, Lou" It was nothing more than a sob at this point. "I'm begging you. Please don't do this. Please" His feet trembled and he couldn't keep himself on his feet anymore. The only thing that held him was his hand on Louis arm. "You promised. Please" "I shouldn't have made that promise in the first place" • Louis had broken Harry's heart five years ago. Within minutes, everything had changed. Not only their relationship had fallen apart. With it One Direction did. Now, five years later in 2020, there will be a world tour on the occasion of 10 years of One Direction. Suddenly the two, who haven't talked a word for five years, are forced to spend at least six months together. They both have to overcome the past and the problems of the present for a future together. Will Harry forgive Louis? • TRIGGER WARNING. This story contains mature content including smut, suicidal thoughts, self harm, depression and talk of abuse.

Brushed With Fame (major editing to come) by Arigonthecreator

It all started at a meet and greet, When Emily gives Liam her phone to take a picture of the two of them. When he has it in his hands, he takes the opportunity to put his number in her phone. What happens when he wants to get to know what's under her shyness? What happens when Emily is Brushed With Fame? Preview: "You want to know my favorite quote of all time?" She asked looking from the sky to me. Propping my arm up and turn to her, I nodded. She looked back up at the sky and closed her eyes. "'We except the love we think we deserve.' The reason I like it so much is because it describes why everyone falls in love with someone that doesn't deserve to have their love. I guess it's just a human nature thing." She said with a shrug. I smiled at her. "What are you afraid of the most?" I asked her. She opened her eyes and looked at me. "I guess I would be most afraid of rejection. I have always been rejected when it comes to guys and I never knew why. I eventually stopped trying and just started to focus more on my college degree. If a guy comes to me then I will let what happens happen." She said confidently. *Warning*- there are acts of weirdness, random cheesiness, and lot's of random things

Please Don't Leave Me || z.m. *COMPLETED* by 1975-Narry

"I'm sorry it has to end this way," he told me. We were sitting on a park bench in a deserted park . I was wearing his jacket since it was cold out. The wind was making my long black hair fly into his face. He was breaking up with me. "I just don't understand..." "You'll be fine without me..." "Do you really have to leave?" "I have to. You know I want to be a singer..." "And I want to be a pianist..." "Then go for your dreams..." "But my dreams include you in them..." "Please don't leave." I'm Jillian Baker and this is my story. My story of how my entire life was changed by one boy.

Stockholm Syndrome (Larry Stylinson) by British-1D-Irish

My heart was beating and adrenaline was running through my body at a thousand miles per second. My hand wrapped around the door knob, but then I was pulled back painfully by my arm. I was whipped around and was face to face with a pissed off Louis. "Where do you think you're going, love?" He asked, and I gulped at how dark his voice sounded. The sane part of me was absolutley terrified of it, and I didn't like it, but the part of me that thought Louis was incredible was so turned on by his dark side. "Answer the question." He said as he squeezed my wrist tighter, and I winced a bit, but I didn't answer the question. "Were you trying to leave? Were you trying to run away from me?" He asked, and I felt his nails digging into my skin. I gave a small yelp of pain and then he was dragging me harshly by my arm down the hall again. He passed the room that I was staying in before and opened another door that was three doors down. He pushed me inside, and I couldn't see a thing. The room was completely dark. I began to breath faster because I've never been a big fan of the dark. I hated it. I didn't like what I couldn't see. I jumped as I felt a hand on my waist and my breath caught as I felt a surge of electricity run through me. I felt him pull me closer to him until my back was against his chest. His lips rubbed against my ear and he slowly whispered out "You can't leave, Harry. You're never gonna get away. I'm not gonna let you."

invisible string - one direction ff by imamiirroorball

"Whats wrong Gracie, what happened?" He says when he sees me, running to me and hugging me while I bury my head into his shoulder, crying. "I hate him Harry, I hate him so much, it doesn't matter what I do, it's never good enough for him, I'm so sick of him" I say, hugging Harry as tight as I can and trying not to completely far apart, but it might be too late. "Who are you talking about?" He says with a worrying voice while trying to comfort me as he starts walking into his hotel room slowly. "Simon, I can't do this anymore, not with him" I sob while clinging into his shirt thinking if I should tell him what just happened. A story where six teenagers gets put together in a group and gets the choice to be the next big band. The question is can they all handle what comes with it? What happens if they get a bad management? Will they be all equally treated? Can they all make it till the end or will some of them give up? Gracie was a 16 year old girl who always dreamed about being a popstar. But she never knew what comes with being a popstar, especially if you get an awful management. The only thing that helps her go through this is her boys. Harry, Louis, Niall, Zayn and Liam. What happens if she falls in love with someone? What happens if someone also falls in love with her? Will they love be strong enough to handle all the terrible things they have to go through?

Survive [Larry Stylinson] by zeldadirection

"Louis. You're my guardian angel. You saved my life." I say shakily. My voice is unstable and I can't even recognize it anymore. I squeeze his soft warm hand. His eyes scan every inch of my face before gently pushing my curls back. He shakes his head blankly. Unable to pull his stare away from my lips. "No Harry." He says. "You saved mine." ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° After the sudden death of Harrys sister, Gemma, he finds himself on the top of a building in New York. Him, his mom and his horrible stepdad had lived there for the past year. The torture of his depression and recent loss caused Harry to run away from home. His plan was to commit suicide, but as he was standing on the edge of the rooftop a blue eyed guy rescued him. Louis Tomlinson. Harry then refused to return home so Louis offered him shelter. Let's just say that it sure doesn't take long for Harry to fall in love with this stranger that he's now sharing an apartment with. How would Harry have known that this boy would not only save his life, but change it forever? ~All you need to do is survive~

This Town by Charu_17

Niall had always been a dreamer, and when he found out about the X-Factor audition, he knew it was his chance to make it big. However, there was one problem - his girlfriend Clare. They had been together for two years, and Niall couldn't bear to break her heart by leaving. But he knew that if he didn't do this now, he might regret it for the rest of his life. So, Niall made the tough decision to break up with Clare and pursue his dreams. It was a decision that haunted him for months, but he had no idea what the future held for him. Little did he know that he was about to become a part of One Direction - a boy band that would take the world by storm. Fast forward a year, and Niall was returning to his hometown as a global superstar. He couldn't wait to see his family, but he was also secretly hoping to run into Clare. He had never stopped thinking about her, and he wondered if she had moved on or if there was still a chance for them. As fate would have it, Niall and Clare crossed paths. The moment their eyes met, Niall's heart skipped a beat. He could see the hurt and anger in Clare's eyes, but he also saw something else - love. Deep down, Niall knew that he still loved Clare, and he was willing to do whatever it took to win her back. What follows is a heartwarming tale of two people who must overcome their own fears and insecurities to find their way back to each other. Will Niall and Clare be able to put their past behind them and start anew? Or will their love story end in heartbreak once again? Read now to find out! Started: 15th December 2021 Finished: 15th February 2022

Broken Promises ✔ by UniquexGalaxies

!!!!!UNEDITED AND CRINGY AFF!!!!!! ______________ I take slow, unsure steps towards him and place my hands on his tense forearm and he softens at my touch. Only now could I hear the small sobs coming from him and it broke my heart even more listening to the pain and agony in his cries. His back was facing me but his body shook with his cries. "You h-hated me even if it was just for that split second and it hurts to know that I did that to myself because of myself. It h-hurt to hear you from the o-other side of that door, listening to you c-cry all because of me! I couldn't even comfort you because you hated me. I always fuck up and it still confuses me as to why you still choose to stay with me" he says and heaves in a breath "Because I love you Niall and I don't hate you. I don't think I ever will" ___________________________ Moving from another country was smooth for Sasha all because of that unmistakable person sitting beside her on the plane to her future Naturally, they both fell in love and things started getting complicated. Bullying, jealousy and trust issues try to break them apart but will they stay together. . Or will all those promises be broken? No copyright! This is an original idea of mine! But beware it might be a bit carroty since it's my first Enjoy! WARNING This story includes mature content - Previously named Foreign Exchange - [ SEQUEL 'AFTERMATH' IS UP !! ] Started: November 4 2016 Finished: August 21 2017

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

Broken (a Niall Horan love story) by cow_queen

"Do you feel safe with him?" the question seemed silly; in my head I had immediately laughed at it because it was so absurd. How could I not feel safe with Niall? He had turned out to be the only constant in my crazy life so far; he was always there for me through out everything. He did everything that he possibly could to help me to get to the point that I was at then. Instead of going on a rant about how much I did, in fact, feel safe with Niall, I nodded and said, "I always feel safe with him." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Navaeh is not your average teenager. Sure, she's a few months away from being eighteen, and is having trouble getting a better grade then a C in Biology, but her troubles don't end there. Niall is one fifth of the popular boy-band One Direction, and seems to be living the dream. A chance meeting brings the two together in a circumstance that leaves Niall afraid for Navaeh's safety. She harbors secrets about herself that only her and one other person know and when Niall becomes determined to break down her walls, things get complicated. A relationship is hard enough to keep as it is but when you add an unmistakably cruel family problem it gets harder. ****************TRIGGER WARNING: abuse, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts and actions. Please do not read if easily triggered.********************

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safe haven │ larry stylinson

You can't make me happy. Those were the exact same words Louis had said over five years ago. Harry could literally see his heart dropping and breaking on the ground. He swallowed and held Louis tighter. "Please, Lou" It was nothing more than a sob at this point. "I'm begging you. Please don't do this. Please" His feet trembled and he couldn't keep himself on his feet anymore. The only thing that held him was his hand on Louis arm. "You promised. Please" "I shouldn't have made that promise in the first place" • Louis had broken Harry's heart five years ago. Within minutes, everything had changed. Not only their relationship had fallen apart. With it One Direction did. Now, five years later in 2020, there will be a world tour on the occasion of 10 years of One Direction. Suddenly the two, who haven't talked a word for five years, are forced to spend at least six months together. They both have to overcome the past and the problems of the present for a future together. Will Harry forgive Louis? • TRIGGER WARNING. This story contains mature content including smut, suicidal thoughts, self harm, depression and talk of abuse.