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a hellacious miracle

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Reads 4,999
Votes 116
Parts 9
Time 52m

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while dealing with a drug addiction, spencer reid decided to take his own life, as what he thought would be an escape from his pain.  
two years later, when on a case, the team thinks they've found their beloved boy genius, but he is far from the man they once knew. 
could a miracle have happened on that traumatic night? and if so, is it a miracle from heaven or a miracle from hell? 

⚠️ TW: 
- death 
- suicidal thoughts and actions
- self-harm 
- homicide
- kidnapping and torture 
- drug use and addiction

in general - this story is dark.
so, if you're in a bad place with mental health or if any of the mentioned trigger warnings may affect you - please don't risk reading this story. 
the last thing i would want is my writing negatively affecting someone's mental health! 
and if nobody has told you yet today, i love and appreciate you and am so, so glad you are here <333

ALSO this story moves fast because i'm an impatient motherfucker (it's a semi-tolerable plot though... so enjoy bbys!)All Rights Reserved

aaronhotchner addiction angst bau comfort criminalminds derekmorgan dilaudid drugaddiction drugs emilyprentiss fanfiction hope hurt jenniferjareau penelopegarcia sad spencerreid suicide suicideattempt

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I'm sorry (Spencer Reid x reader) by EmilysBra

"𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚, 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒌 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒆" Y/N thought she was over her past but when she had to face it again she realized it still haunts her. What will happen? Will she get out of it? And what will happen between her and Spencer? Will it all get resolved or will the situation get fucked up? Read to find out! Spencer Reid x reader (she/her) TW's will only be shown in the introduction! First time writing a wattpad story so please bare with me and give me tips! Started: 30th nov 2023 Finished: 8th feb 2024 I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CRIMINAL MINDS CHARACTERS I ONLY OWN THE STORY LINE AND THE OTHER CHARACTERS!!

Haunted by the Memory || Criminal Minds by silentseeker

"My kindness is a choice." One little girl shouldn't be dropped in the middle of CIA plots and deceptions. Children of any age were too young to understand the patriotic duty to protect their nation at any cost necessary. Except, here she was, defying orders and making sure they regret ever clawing their way into her life. She liked it that way. She didn't expect to run into Doctor Spencer Reid. The BAU has a bad habit of sticking their noses in places it shouldn't be. When there's an opening to investigate an incident that left a hole in Spencer's life, the team is all-hands on deck. He let that little girl slip from his grasp once, but he'd never let it happen again. But the answers the team uncovers may be too much to bear. OR Parental! Spencer Reid with a genius adopted kid who likes to disappear on him.

The Hills [ S.R. ] by stylishyve

(Y/n) had a complicated past. She relocated from her home in California, to Washington DC after a life-altering incident which caused her family to break apart into different, secret locations. She seemed happy living in her apartment and working at the local 24 hour diner. She had her friend Sasha to keep her company and she loved her routine. What happens when one afternoon, the Sheriff asks for her help on a case? What happens when she meets a group of FBI agents that completely flip her life upside down? Disclaimer: Some of the things in here don't really make sense but for the sake of the story let's just pretend. Also, I'm a huge chicken so I can't really write smut but in the 21st chapter it does get a little... close? Oh, I also don't really know how to add trigger warnings but I tried to when I could. If I didn't put enough or anything please let me know in the comments for future stories (this is my first one so idk if you can edit after you publish it lol )! :)

The Analyst || Spencer Reid by katluvee

You have just finished graduate school successfully double majoring in Criminal Justice and Forensic Psychology. Along the way you had picked up an internship doing paperwork for the FBI, since you planned on being an agent once graduating. Your supervisor tells you about a job opportunity as a profiler in the Behavioral Analyst Unit in Quantico, Virginia. This story is a ReaderxSpencerReid fanfic. I promise it will be more detailed and better than the description. As a fair warning there will be descriptions of gore and horrific events. I will put trigger warnings. As well as some spoilers if you have not finished the series. 🏅1- #matthewgraygubler 🏅 1- #reidxreader 🏅 1- #Solving 🏅 6- #Spence 🏅 4- #bau

Criminal Minds Series Rewrite: Season Two by queenofdeansbooty

Now that you understand your place in the team, you work day in and day out to capture the bad guys and give justice fo those who seek it. However, something traumatic from your past is brought back into your life, and you don't know who you are all of a sudden. How can you do a good job when you're breaking apart inside? Most importantly, how can you be there for Spencer when he needs you the most? (I am rewriting Criminal Minds, all fifteen seasons, as if the reader was a part of the Behavioral Analysis Unit. This is a Spencer Reid x Reader fanfiction)

Innocent: Spencer Reid ✔️ by SpencerReidsOwnWh0re

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Ineffable - Spencer Reid by coucoumgg14

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