a hellacious miracle
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while dealing with a drug addiction, spencer reid decided to take his own life, as what he thought would be an escape from his pain.
two years later, when on a case, the team thinks they've found their beloved boy genius, but he is far from the man they once knew.
could a miracle have happened on that traumatic night? and if so, is it a miracle from heaven or a miracle from hell?
⚠️ TW:
- death
- suicidal thoughts and actions
- self-harm
- homicide
- kidnapping and torture
- drug use and addiction
in general - this story is dark.
so, if you're in a bad place with mental health or if any of the mentioned trigger warnings may affect you - please don't risk reading this story.
the last thing i would want is my writing negatively affecting someone's mental health!
and if nobody has told you yet today, i love and appreciate you and am so, so glad you are here <333
ALSO this story moves fast because i'm an impatient motherfucker (it's a semi-tolerable plot though... so enjoy bbys!)
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