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a hellacious miracle

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aaronhotchner addiction angst bau comfort criminalminds derekmorgan dilaudid drugaddiction drugs emilyprentiss fanfiction hope hurt jenniferjareau penelopegarcia sad spencerreid suicide suicideattempt

while dealing with a drug addiction, spencer reid decided to take his own life, as what he thought would be an escape from his pain.  
two years later, when on a case, the team thinks they've found their beloved boy genius, but he is far from the man they once knew. 
could a miracle have happened on that traumatic night? and if so, is it a miracle from heaven or a miracle from hell? 

⚠️ TW: 
- death 
- suicidal thoughts and actions
- self-harm 
- homicide
- kidnapping and torture 
- drug use and addiction

in general - this story is dark.
so, if you're in a bad place with mental health or if any of the mentioned trigger warnings may affect you - please don't risk reading this story. 
the last thing i would want is my writing negatively affecting someone's mental health! 
and if nobody has told you yet today, i love and appreciate you and am so, so glad you are here <333

ALSO this story moves fast because i'm an impatient motherfucker (it's a semi-tolerable plot though... so enjoy bbys!)All Rights Reserved

aaronhotchner addiction angst bau comfort criminalminds derekmorgan dilaudid drugaddiction drugs emilyprentiss fanfiction hope hurt jenniferjareau penelopegarcia sad spencerreid suicide suicideattempt

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I wasn't like everyone else. When I was growing up, I didn't have any friends. My best friends were books. I read more than half the school library within the four years I attended high school, which I graduated from when I was 14. At the age of 22, I have an IQ of 182 and I can read 11,000 words a minute, I was "too smart" to be popular. My parents were murdered when I was a little girl, I was scarred for life, literally-the killer drug me out of the closet and carved his intials into my shoulder. The BAU solved my case. I knew I had a place there. That's where I met Spencer Reid.

Queen of Hearts [criminal minds x reader story // completed] by lovcre

Y/N was crushed when she found out about Spencer and Maeve Donovan. She left him and the bureau to start fresh. What does the BAU do when she becomes one of most prolific serial killers they've ever seen? [spencer reid x reader] Content warnings: torture, murder, angst, smut, swearing, death a/n : i'm reposting this story on tumblr with an account under my first name (ariana) and letting everyone know so no one thinks i plagiarized lmao

The Videotape by OrphAn3d

A videotape of a kidnapped victim was sent to the BAU, with no much time they have to find him before it's too late. But something is wrong with Spencer, and the team can't quite work out what, but something isn't adding up. What's wrong with Spencer? Who is this victim? Who is the unsub? and why is a member of their team smack bang in the middle of it all? All will be answered, so read on. **Warning** This is a Male x Male fanfic, if you don't like it please do not read!! Contains sexual violence, strong and offensive language.

I Never Knew by reidsnrenswhore

you and Spencer have never really been close when you started working at the BAU and you wanted to respect that if he never wanted to get as close to you as he was to the others. But one case that you two work together with seemed to start to change that. (just gonna add this is going to be kind of a slow burn sorry and I will add trigger warnings where I feel like there may be a need for it thanks) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- uh hi I don't quite have a set story line yet but that will change at some point. this is also my first fanfic so please be nice about the writing. I also don't have a set upload schedule atm so bare with me. this fic will have smut and some possible triggering subjects so I will put those warnings if you're not interested or if you just wanna be cautious about this. again this is my first one so pls be nice thanks

Spencer Reid Took My Life by halababes

This day had started out so normal, so usual. Meet up with Spencer, talk, laugh... maybe some other things, but somehow now your standing in his apartment and he's just laughing in your face, degrading you, and not in a fun way. "Y/n you are so fucking boring" You tried to walk away, but Spencer grabs your arm and stops you, looking deep into your eyes. You feel your heart start to race, knowing that whatever comes out of his mouth is going to change things. " Hey, I'm going to be honest with you, because no one else will. " " Fine" You felt the tears start to build-up "Any guy who says he's interested in you beyond just fucking you... is full of shit" And the tear fell as she turned away.

I'm sorry (Spencer Reid x reader) by EmilysBra

"𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚, 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒌 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒆" Y/N thought she was over her past but when she had to face it again she realized it still haunts her. What will happen? Will she get out of it? And what will happen between her and Spencer? Will it all get resolved or will the situation get fucked up? Read to find out! Spencer Reid x reader (she/her) TW's will only be shown in the introduction! First time writing a wattpad story so please bare with me and give me tips! Started: 30th nov 2023 Finished: 8th feb 2024 I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CRIMINAL MINDS CHARACTERS I ONLY OWN THE STORY LINE AND THE OTHER CHARACTERS!!

The Story of Us by Jbic02

What if the Spencer Reid that the team knew wasn't the real Spencer Reid? What if there was a Spencer that nobody would even imagine when they looked at him, a Spencer that only came out around one girl? Spencer Reid was a child prodigy who had been bullied his whole life, but what would you expect when you started high school at 8 and graduate at 12. When he got to Caltech he hoped that everything would be better and he had no idea how right he was. His first day of school he met her. The most beautiful girl he had ever seen. The most beautiful girl anyone had ever seen. They quickly become friends and she unlocks a side of him he never would have guessed existed. A side that scared him but exhilarated him all at once and the best part is that she's just as smart as him, maybe even smarter. Spencer can't believe his luck...until it all fell apart. 6 years later he is going on his second year of working for the BAU and had almost forgotten his old friend. Or at least he had convinced himself he had until she waltzes in as the newest member of the BAU on his 24 birthday. Now, Spencer has no idea how to handle seeing the person he had once cared about more than anything who had abandoned him. How will he react? Why did she leave? What exactly happened between the two? And the Story of Us looks a lot like a tragedy now- Taylor Swift This story will begin in Season one and will feature some plot line and cases from the show. It is a slow burn Spencer Reid fic that will be part of a series. This story also will contain some Smut so read at your own discretion.

The Analyst || Spencer Reid by katluvee

You have just finished graduate school successfully double majoring in Criminal Justice and Forensic Psychology. Along the way you had picked up an internship doing paperwork for the FBI, since you planned on being an agent once graduating. Your supervisor tells you about a job opportunity as a profiler in the Behavioral Analyst Unit in Quantico, Virginia. This story is a ReaderxSpencerReid fanfic. I promise it will be more detailed and better than the description. As a fair warning there will be descriptions of gore and horrific events. I will put trigger warnings. As well as some spoilers if you have not finished the series. 🏅1- #matthewgraygubler 🏅 1- #reidxreader 🏅 1- #Solving 🏅 6- #Spence 🏅 4- #bau

Criminal Minds Series Rewrite: Season Five by queenofdeansbooty

When you think you've been through the worst thing to ever happen to you, something new comes to prove that everything you thought was safe isn't, and everyone you thought had your back doesn't. You're left to fend for yourself in a place that never wanted you to begin with. Even when you think you've escaped it, it comes creeping in to remind you that it's always been there to pull you back into its clutches. Along the way, you find comfort in a place you didn't think you'd find it. You find love in someone you thought didn't want it. You find solace within yourself when you thought you've lost it. It all comes down to you. Are you going to fight for it or completely drown in it?

The Hills [ S.R. ] by stylishyve

(Y/n) had a complicated past. She relocated from her home in California, to Washington DC after a life-altering incident which caused her family to break apart into different, secret locations. She seemed happy living in her apartment and working at the local 24 hour diner. She had her friend Sasha to keep her company and she loved her routine. What happens when one afternoon, the Sheriff asks for her help on a case? What happens when she meets a group of FBI agents that completely flip her life upside down? Disclaimer: Some of the things in here don't really make sense but for the sake of the story let's just pretend. Also, I'm a huge chicken so I can't really write smut but in the 21st chapter it does get a little... close? Oh, I also don't really know how to add trigger warnings but I tried to when I could. If I didn't put enough or anything please let me know in the comments for future stories (this is my first one so idk if you can edit after you publish it lol )! :)

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Queen of Hearts [criminal minds x reader story // completed] cover

The Videotape cover

I Never Knew cover

Spencer Reid Took My Life cover

I'm sorry (Spencer Reid x reader) cover

The Story of Us cover

The Analyst || Spencer Reid cover

Criminal Minds Series Rewrite: Season Five cover

The Hills [ S.R. ] cover

Profile//Spencer Reid//Criminal Minds

I wasn't like everyone else. When I was growing up, I didn't have any friends. My best friends were books. I read more than half the school library within the four years I attended high school, which I graduated from when I was 14. At the age of 22, I have an IQ of 182 and I can read 11,000 words a minute, I was "too smart" to be popular. My parents were murdered when I was a little girl, I was scarred for life, literally-the killer drug me out of the closet and carved his intials into my shoulder. The BAU solved my case. I knew I had a place there. That's where I met Spencer Reid.