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a hellacious miracle

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while dealing with a drug addiction, spencer reid decided to take his own life, as what he thought would be an escape from his pain.  
two years later, when on a case, the team thinks they've found their beloved boy genius, but he is far from the man they once knew. 
could a miracle have happened on that traumatic night? and if so, is it a miracle from heaven or a miracle from hell? 

⚠️ TW: 
- death 
- suicidal thoughts and actions
- self-harm 
- homicide
- kidnapping and torture 
- drug use and addiction

in general - this story is dark.
so, if you're in a bad place with mental health or if any of the mentioned trigger warnings may affect you - please don't risk reading this story. 
the last thing i would want is my writing negatively affecting someone's mental health! 
and if nobody has told you yet today, i love and appreciate you and am so, so glad you are here <333

ALSO this story moves fast because i'm an impatient motherfucker (it's a semi-tolerable plot though... so enjoy bbys!)All Rights Reserved

aaronhotchner addiction angst bau comfort criminalminds derekmorgan dilaudid drugaddiction drugs emilyprentiss fanfiction hope hurt jenniferjareau penelopegarcia sad spencerreid suicide suicideattempt

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20th July - OMORI. by omorirv

this story takes place 1 year after Sunny told the truth to everyone at the hospital. still unable to forgive himself for Mari's death, Sunny and his friends are still together, and "happy". Sunny started dating with Kel some weeks after he got out of the hospital. everyone hangs out almost every time, sharing amazing new memories together each days. Sunny also seems so happy to be with his friends once again, but on the other side... Sunny is unable to forgive himself. he's unable to accept Mari's death, and his depression grows worse, his thoughts getting darker and darker, his health free falling, but hides all of this by his normal quiet attitude each day. he wants to enjoy his moments with Kel and his friends, and he doesn't want any of them to know what's going on with him. how long will Sunny be able to keep the act, how long will he last before breaking down completely ? ANGST, MYSTERIES, ACTIONS, HORRORS, IS WHAT AWAIT YOU IN: 20th JULY. WARNINGS: This story will contain: gay couple angst depression horrific hallucinations and scenes. sensitive topics such as: suicide, self harm, mental illness. mention of death knives, pills, blades fighting THIS STORY CONTAINS A LOT OF DETAILS, AND SOME SCENE CAN BECOME VERY DISTURBING. ----------- you now know what's the story is going to talk about. you have been warned. ----------- you can use that storyline/AU in your videos, but just give me credits ! (just write; AU BY: sunnyy05 on Wattpad.) ----------- enough talking, i hope you enjoy this story ! i've been having this idea in my mind for a while, and i finally decided to finally write it down. it's my first time writing a story on wattpad, im sorry for any mistakes.

Ineffable - Spencer Reid by coucoumgg14

In which a girl genius meets a boy genius. "𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓁𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝑜𝒻, 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒" -𝐸𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝐵𝓇𝑜𝓃𝓉𝑒, "𝒲𝓊𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐻𝑒𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈" ~Book 1~ ~Seasons 1-5~ 𝘐 𝘥𝘰 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘊𝘳𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴, 𝘯𝘰𝘳 𝘥𝘰 𝘐 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘊𝘳𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘔𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘦. 𝘏𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳, 𝘐 𝘥𝘰 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴. Enjoy and leave comments! *SLOW BURN* *TW: sexual assault, abuse, murder, gore, violence, mental health, mention of suicide, and addiction* !SPOILERS FOR SEASONS 1-5!

Criminal Minds Series Rewrite: Season Five by queenofdeansbooty

When you think you've been through the worst thing to ever happen to you, something new comes to prove that everything you thought was safe isn't, and everyone you thought had your back doesn't. You're left to fend for yourself in a place that never wanted you to begin with. Even when you think you've escaped it, it comes creeping in to remind you that it's always been there to pull you back into its clutches. Along the way, you find comfort in a place you didn't think you'd find it. You find love in someone you thought didn't want it. You find solace within yourself when you thought you've lost it. It all comes down to you. Are you going to fight for it or completely drown in it?

Addicted to You by iamlovey123

Y/n's trauma leads to her fallout and Spencer's relapse. After an altercation at work Y/n decides to disappear, leaving Spencer alone. After years of recovery Y/n is offered to rejoin the BAU. Spencer isn't happy with this decision. Will this lead to another falling out? There will be many mentions of drug abuse. Please read with caution if this could trigger you.

The Story of Us by Jbic02

What if the Spencer Reid that the team knew wasn't the real Spencer Reid? What if there was a Spencer that nobody would even imagine when they looked at him, a Spencer that only came out around one girl? Spencer Reid was a child prodigy who had been bullied his whole life, but what would you expect when you started high school at 8 and graduate at 12. When he got to Caltech he hoped that everything would be better and he had no idea how right he was. His first day of school he met her. The most beautiful girl he had ever seen. The most beautiful girl anyone had ever seen. They quickly become friends and she unlocks a side of him he never would have guessed existed. A side that scared him but exhilarated him all at once and the best part is that she's just as smart as him, maybe even smarter. Spencer can't believe his luck...until it all fell apart. 6 years later he is going on his second year of working for the BAU and had almost forgotten his old friend. Or at least he had convinced himself he had until she waltzes in as the newest member of the BAU on his 24 birthday. Now, Spencer has no idea how to handle seeing the person he had once cared about more than anything who had abandoned him. How will he react? Why did she leave? What exactly happened between the two? And the Story of Us looks a lot like a tragedy now- Taylor Swift This story will begin in Season one and will feature some plot line and cases from the show. It is a slow burn Spencer Reid fic that will be part of a series. This story also will contain some Smut so read at your own discretion.

I Never Knew by reidsnrenswhore

you and Spencer have never really been close when you started working at the BAU and you wanted to respect that if he never wanted to get as close to you as he was to the others. But one case that you two work together with seemed to start to change that. (just gonna add this is going to be kind of a slow burn sorry and I will add trigger warnings where I feel like there may be a need for it thanks) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- uh hi I don't quite have a set story line yet but that will change at some point. this is also my first fanfic so please be nice about the writing. I also don't have a set upload schedule atm so bare with me. this fic will have smut and some possible triggering subjects so I will put those warnings if you're not interested or if you just wanna be cautious about this. again this is my first one so pls be nice thanks

The Hills [ S.R. ] by stylishyve

(Y/n) had a complicated past. She relocated from her home in California, to Washington DC after a life-altering incident which caused her family to break apart into different, secret locations. She seemed happy living in her apartment and working at the local 24 hour diner. She had her friend Sasha to keep her company and she loved her routine. What happens when one afternoon, the Sheriff asks for her help on a case? What happens when she meets a group of FBI agents that completely flip her life upside down? Disclaimer: Some of the things in here don't really make sense but for the sake of the story let's just pretend. Also, I'm a huge chicken so I can't really write smut but in the 21st chapter it does get a little... close? Oh, I also don't really know how to add trigger warnings but I tried to when I could. If I didn't put enough or anything please let me know in the comments for future stories (this is my first one so idk if you can edit after you publish it lol )! :)

redamancy | dr. spencer reid by xo_SometimesLex_xo

--on hold-- [redamancy]: the act of loving in return Dr. Spencer Reid did not need a therapist. But after the events of Tobias Hankle and his subsequent reliance on dilaudid, his friends at the BAU disagreed. For the sake of his career, his friends couldn't just send him anywhere. So Hotch picks someone trustworthy. Someone looking for new patients. Someone he knows will be discreet. His sister-in-law. Dr. Megan Brooks was not looking for love. In fact, her move from her beloved town of New York City to D.C. had been to get away from some unwanted attention. The police couldn't do anything when extravagant bouquets and long, handwritten letters showed up at her apartment, because a crime hadn't yet been committed. But her brother-in-law, Aaron, knew what he was seeing and encouraged her to move closer to he and Haley, hoping the stalker wouldn't follow. Neither of the doctors had their wishes granted. disclaimer: the characters of the criminal minds franchise and some of the inspiration for my plot (specifically, derek's plotline w his cousin cindy and season 3 episode 18 "the crossing" for the details of the case and profile) do not belong entirely to me, however meg and her storylines are completely my own, so please refrain from copying them :)

The Analyst || Spencer Reid by katluvee

You have just finished graduate school successfully double majoring in Criminal Justice and Forensic Psychology. Along the way you had picked up an internship doing paperwork for the FBI, since you planned on being an agent once graduating. Your supervisor tells you about a job opportunity as a profiler in the Behavioral Analyst Unit in Quantico, Virginia. This story is a ReaderxSpencerReid fanfic. I promise it will be more detailed and better than the description. As a fair warning there will be descriptions of gore and horrific events. I will put trigger warnings. As well as some spoilers if you have not finished the series. 🏅1- #matthewgraygubler 🏅 1- #reidxreader 🏅 1- #Solving 🏅 6- #Spence 🏅 4- #bau

I'm sorry (Spencer Reid x reader) by EmilysBra

"𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚, 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒌 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒆" Y/N thought she was over her past but when she had to face it again she realized it still haunts her. What will happen? Will she get out of it? And what will happen between her and Spencer? Will it all get resolved or will the situation get fucked up? Read to find out! Spencer Reid x reader (she/her) TW's will only be shown in the introduction! First time writing a wattpad story so please bare with me and give me tips! Started: 30th nov 2023 Finished: 8th feb 2024 I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CRIMINAL MINDS CHARACTERS I ONLY OWN THE STORY LINE AND THE OTHER CHARACTERS!!

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20th July - OMORI.

this story takes place 1 year after Sunny told the truth to everyone at the hospital. still unable to forgive himself for Mari's death, Sunny and his friends are still together, and "happy". Sunny started dating with Kel some weeks after he got out of the hospital. everyone hangs out almost every time, sharing amazing new memories together each days. Sunny also seems so happy to be with his friends once again, but on the other side... Sunny is unable to forgive himself. he's unable to accept Mari's death, and his depression grows worse, his thoughts getting darker and darker, his health free falling, but hides all of this by his normal quiet attitude each day. he wants to enjoy his moments with Kel and his friends, and he doesn't want any of them to know what's going on with him. how long will Sunny be able to keep the act, how long will he last before breaking down completely ? ANGST, MYSTERIES, ACTIONS, HORRORS, IS WHAT AWAIT YOU IN: 20th JULY. WARNINGS: This story will contain: gay couple angst depression horrific hallucinations and scenes. sensitive topics such as: suicide, self harm, mental illness. mention of death knives, pills, blades fighting THIS STORY CONTAINS A LOT OF DETAILS, AND SOME SCENE CAN BECOME VERY DISTURBING. ----------- you now know what's the story is going to talk about. you have been warned. ----------- you can use that storyline/AU in your videos, but just give me credits ! (just write; AU BY: sunnyy05 on Wattpad.) ----------- enough talking, i hope you enjoy this story ! i've been having this idea in my mind for a while, and i finally decided to finally write it down. it's my first time writing a story on wattpad, im sorry for any mistakes.