Hiding in an Unaccepting World
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Dorima Ishido, A normal, happy go lucky and optimistic boy, right? Well, not exactly, at first glance you will only see that part of him, you'll only see his mask. Behind that mask, isn't what you'd expect. He's a lonely, struggling, transgender boy, trying so hard to fit in and be accepted, but... He's in such a hard place to be that. His family's religion is strictly against that. His school is a school of homophobes. His town isn't a safe place for him. He struggles through all this just barely, having to hide who he really is, all while battling his own mental health, which only goes downhill from the moment he comes out.
THIS STORY COVERS TOPICS OF THE FOLLOWING:
SEXUAL ASSAULT (No scene of it, just talks about it)
PTSD
DEPRESSION
SUICIDAL THOUGHT/ACTIONS
HEAVY PUSHES OF RELIGION
HOMOPHOBIA
TRANSPHOBIA
INDICATIONS OF ABUSE
Characters in this book are the anti lgbtq+ characters, I completely support and am part of the community, I mean no harm in this book.
((COVER PHOTO CREDIT:
Art is a sprite edit!
Edit by me!
Original sprite is Makoto Naegi's cannon art from Danganronpa
Background image of the trans flag I did not make, I found it on Pinterest.
Only art on the cover is the edit of Dorima himself, that is the only artistic thing I claim as my own.))
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