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Only With You || Soukoku

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Reads 78,939
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Parts 20
Time 55m

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Life is not perfect... It never has been... But for Dazai, living is a curse...

After losing his parents, his life drained inside him. Which made him live in a deep, dark shadow. Dreaming of dying with someone, and wishing that he will soon be free...

The story of his life is not as great as the other kids... The more time comes, the greater the challenge. When something arrives, they will leave him after. 

But everything changed after one simple day...All Rights Reserved

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