Trading Places

You ever felt like you don't belong in the world? Like you should just kill yourself and get it over with? That is how I feel everyday. My name is Tameka Love Brown. Yes my middle name is Love. But that is not how I feel right now. I am not loved I never was. I cut myself. One time I was about to drink bleach in order to kill myself, until my best friend stopped me. My best friend, Craig Crippen Jr. was the only thing that kept me alive every single day. When he died I was heart broken. No one was there for me except him. He was the only one that really loved me. My own parents don't even love me. My mom addicted to drugs and achohol. My father was a drug dealer but he is now in jail. Then Diggy bullies everyday along with his friends. His girlfriend Breaunna has everything I dream of having aside from Diggy of course... I wish I could have her life. She has everything that is perfect aside from Diggy and his crew. I wish so much that we..... We could trade places.....