Confusion
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"I thought you were dead. I thought my life had ended, I thought I wasn't worth anything. I gave up. I gave in. I got beat... for YOU. I got hurt... for YOU. You were supposed to be my protecter, my hope, my help. And you left me. You left me. And I can't understand why. I had to live a life of hate because of you. And you come back thinking I will love you. Well I don't. And it's all because of you!"
I began to sob uncontrollably because I couldn't believe what was happening. I couldn't wrap my head around the fact that my whole life was a lie.
I couldn't understand how she could just leave me in the dust like that. She left me behind and didn't even care about how I would feel or how I would grow up!
I was all alone thinking no one would love me. Thinking I was by myself with no one to lean on. And here she was living the life that I deserved. Living the life that we were supposed to live together. I could never forgive her for that.
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