Confusion
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Last published Sun, May 2, 2021
"I thought you were dead. I thought my life had ended, I thought I wasn't worth anything. I gave up. I gave in. I got beat... for YOU. I got hurt... for YOU. You were supposed to be my protecter, my hope, my help. And you left me. You left me. And I can't understand why. I had to live a life of hate because of you. And you come back thinking I will love you. Well I don't. And it's all because of you!"
I began to sob uncontrollably because I couldn't believe what was happening. I couldn't wrap my head around the fact that my whole life was a lie.
I couldn't understand how she could just leave me in the dust like that. She left me behind and didn't even care about how I would feel or how I would grow up!
I was all alone thinking no one would love me. Thinking I was by myself with no one to lean on. And here she was living the life that I deserved. Living the life that we were supposed to live together. I could never forgive her for that.
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I searched frantically as the girl I was following mixed with the crowd" shit" No, I can't loose her here, this is all silly, I don't know where I am, what's wrong with me oh God. Before I realized a burly man grabbed me and pointed a gun to my head. Well Chloe, guess my funeral arrangements should get started. "My my, what a sight" another man came close inspecting my face " What are you doing here girly?" The man said "Yeah all alone" the other said, coming closer, I tried resisting but he was too strong before he could take another step, gunshots were heard, the men falling as victims. Before I could thank my saviour I was grabbed Against "You should be glad I saved your life Andrew the other man was right, you shouldn't be here, I'm not going to ask you why you were following me, you're in danger here, your friend will find you soon" she said and left me " Wait!, Why did you save me?" "Curses can't be the cure, right sis?" She said and disappeared, what! Sis?, This is all confusing..... I'm, forced to train, hated for with pure jealousy. Let's find out how the curse becomes the cure (Editing)
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