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What Did I Do To Deserve This

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Parts 7
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I_have_no_ideas_atm

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(No Quirk AU)

Izuku Midoriya is known as Deku, the useless, pathetic, dumb loser that walks the halls of Aldera Junior High. He's bullied by the students, and even some of the teachers pick on him. What's even worse is that the ringleader of it all is his old childhood friend, Bakugou Katsuki, who for some strange reason, hates Izuku with all his guts. School is basically torture for Izuku during the day, but at least he gets to go home and get a break from it all...right?

Wrong. School was NOTHING compared to the pain he endures at home. He used to live a happy life with his mother, they may not have had much, but they were content with what they could get. That is, until his father came back home from his 'Business Trip' to America. Now, Izuku's life is pretty much filled with pain 24/7. He can't even sleep in piece because his 'Father' might have a tantrum and disturb his much needed rest. Not even getting into the high school of his dreams were enough to help him at this point. What did he do to deserve a life like this? Apparently existing is all it took...
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"If you want to do everyone a favor, take a swan dive off of the roof of the building," He laughs and narrows his eyes at Izuku, "It's not like anyone cares about you anyway."

Izuku puts his hands behind his back and start scratching his wrists, thinking deeply about what Katsuki just said, "I think you're right Kacchan, I really think you are..." He mumbles out.

"Of course I'm right you pathetic nerd!" Katsuki exclaims while glaring daggers at Izuku, but grows still after he hears these next words that would soon haunt him for a very long time.

"I'm think I'm gonna go do that in the future someday, it's not like anyone cares anyway." Izuku mumbles to himself before he picks up his backpack and walks out the classroom.

*Trigger Warnings*
Depressive and Suicidal Thoughts
Suicide Attempts
Self Harm
Abuse
Drinking
Drug Usage
Gore
Violence
Swearing/CursingAll Rights Reserved

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Violent Love (Izujiro) (Sociopathic Izuku x Depressed Jiro) by KyokaJiroChan

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A Familiar Voice by bakudeku0105

HIATUS What if Izuku Midoryia never met All Might, Never gained One For All, Never made it into UA, Lost hope to become a hero, even worse (in his opinion) lost all contact with his childhood tormentor/Crush 'Katsuki Bakugou'? What if Inko died, And aizawa found Izuku and took him in? Izuku grew up being bullied for wanting to be a hero, Why? Well because he's quirkless, which means he has no power at all and that makes the strong believe it's fun to bully him. Finally it's the end of Middle school Izuku is no longer left out and makes friends... Not the right ones though. He decided not to apply to his childhood dream school 'UA', so when his mother 'Inko Midoryia' told him they were moving to a town a little further away he was fine with it. At his new school believe it or not he was one of the strongest kids there, it was a school for only quirkless kids of course. He started working out and got a lot stronger, he would sometimes sneak out with his friends and workout out with them. As said before his friends wasn't the nice bubbly kids you think he would have, in fact their not even close. Izuku changed from middle school and started drinking and smoking, he also tended to get in fights with random people for looking at him wrong. Clearly different from when he was growing up. But when he's alone he just lays in his room wondering what it's be like if he still aimed for UA, if he would have friends that was like his old personality, would he still be around bakugou, would he have even been accepted to UA? ⚠️WARNINGS⚠️ -BakuDeku -Sorta badass deku -underage smoking/drinking -dead inko -dadzawa -slightly sad katsuki -gayness

✔︎One Sided by BeanQueen_29

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Can you see me yet by angeelinuh

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✔ Painful Flowers || A Hanahaki Bakudeku Fanfiction (COMPLETED) by syl_inactive

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Good Enough?! by Chimera_Regarion

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