What Did I Do To Deserve This
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Last published Thu, Dec 17, 2020
(No Quirk AU)
Izuku Midoriya is known as Deku, the useless, pathetic, dumb loser that walks the halls of Aldera Junior High. He's bullied by the students, and even some of the teachers pick on him. What's even worse is that the ringleader of it all is his old childhood friend, Bakugou Katsuki, who for some strange reason, hates Izuku with all his guts. School is basically torture for Izuku during the day, but at least he gets to go home and get a break from it all...right?
Wrong. School was NOTHING compared to the pain he endures at home. He used to live a happy life with his mother, they may not have had much, but they were content with what they could get. That is, until his father came back home from his 'Business Trip' to America. Now, Izuku's life is pretty much filled with pain 24/7. He can't even sleep in piece because his 'Father' might have a tantrum and disturb his much needed rest. Not even getting into the high school of his dreams were enough to help him at this point. What did he do to deserve a life like this? Apparently existing is all it took...
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"If you want to do everyone a favor, take a swan dive off of the roof of the building," He laughs and narrows his eyes at Izuku, "It's not like anyone cares about you anyway."
Izuku puts his hands behind his back and start scratching his wrists, thinking deeply about what Katsuki just said, "I think you're right Kacchan, I really think you are..." He mumbles out.
"Of course I'm right you pathetic nerd!" Katsuki exclaims while glaring daggers at Izuku, but grows still after he hears these next words that would soon haunt him for a very long time.
"I'm think I'm gonna go do that in the future someday, it's not like anyone cares anyway." Izuku mumbles to himself before he picks up his backpack and walks out the classroom.
*Trigger Warnings*
Depressive and Suicidal Thoughts
Suicide Attempts
Self Harm
Abuse
Drinking
Drug Usage
Gore
Violence
Swearing/Cursing
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