How It led To This
- Leituras 194
- Votos 38
- Capítulos 13
It's a story about a girls past and how she sees it now that she is older.
WARNING:
-Suicidal thoughts
-Self harm
-Mental abuse
-Anger issues
-Messed up thought process
-Depression
-Sadness
-Therapist's
-Racism
-Homophobic
-Sexism
-Narrow mindedness
-Fear
-Paranoia
-Insomnia
-OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
-ADHD (Attention Deficit/ Hyperactivity Disorder)
-Suppressed/ Restrained emotions
-Anxiety
-Sleep paralysis
-Night terror's
-Stress
-Illusions
It all started with one phrase used by her aunt,
"The third child is always the one who drives their parents crazy."
I stood there paralyzed with guilt trying to connect the dot's for a great while until finally,
It all connected.
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