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How It led To This

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Parts 13
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adhd depeession disorders life ocd sad sleep story theripist truestory

It's a story about a girls past and how she sees it now that she is older.

WARNING:
-Suicidal thoughts
-Self harm
-Mental abuse
-Anger issues
-Messed up thought process
-Depression
-Sadness
-Therapist's
-Racism 
-Homophobic
-Sexism
-Narrow mindedness
-Fear
-Paranoia 
-Insomnia 
-OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
-ADHD (Attention Deficit/ Hyperactivity Disorder)
-Suppressed/ Restrained emotions
-Anxiety  
-Sleep paralysis
-Night terror's 
-Stress
-Illusions 

It all started with one phrase used by her aunt,

"The third child is always the one who drives their parents crazy."

 I stood there paralyzed with guilt trying to connect the dot's for a great while until finally,

It all connected.All Rights Reserved

adhd depeession disorders life ocd sad sleep story theripist truestory

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Skin. Blade. Blood. (FINISHED)

It's a story of a girl who had many problems in the past and now starts to have the bigger ones from the ones in the past... so basically her life is not going like other teenagers' and "Who would like a girl with cuts" It was always all over her head, and who knows what sadness can bring people to, right? Anger causes hate, passion, hard feelings, etc. So basically as I said, read the story of a sad girl