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Fighting the Disquiet

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Reads 12,859
Votes 592
Parts 33
Time 5h 0m

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disquiet
[disˈkwīət]
NOUN
a feeling of anxiety or worry
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After a nightmare before school begins taking over her life, El Clark has decided to write off making friends and most definitely finding a boyfriend at her new school. But a very persistent boy, Decker Sung-Galloway, makes it impossible for her to keep to herself. Only, she's afraid that if she trusts him and his popular friends they'll discover her darkest secret: she's slowly going insane. Or so she thinks. Who do you trust when your nightmares feel too real: the voices in your head or the people who are meant to be your family?

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Trigger warning: sexual assault

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