Lost words. Lost cares.
Lost memories. Lost smiles.
Lost tears. Lost feelings.
Lost worries. Lost bliss.
Forever your, Lost cause.
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Intro
I really just want to cry, Just let it all out. I don't know why I feel this filled with doubt. I'm kind of done and I no longer see the fun in prolonging this pain.
There's nothing I could do.. I just can't keep sane all the time, and as I look around, I see smiles, hear laughs which makes me wonder.... How can these people live without breaking a sweat?
It's pretty inspiring that they can stay this strong. I used to be strong, but then I grew weak and ended up doing the wrong that shouldn't be spoken of.
Since then I have started to pray every single day for his help; To get me through this horrid phase.
But... I guess I don't pray hard enough or have a big enough faith.
So the reality is, I assume I'm forever lost in this place.
I guess I'm just Another Lost Cause.
70 Kapitel Abgeschlossene Geschichte Erwachseneninhalt
70 Kapitel
Abgeschlossene Geschichte
Erwachseneninhalt
Coming out must be hard but only doing so because you can no longer hide your feelings for your bestfriend is unimaginable.
A story about falling in love after a long time coming...
* "I'm jealous? I'm controlling? You couldn't even let a guy touch me in there without pushing them away. You're not so innocent yourself Brandon. Don't look at me like that." He caught my chin forcing my eyes up to his again.
"Or what?" I asked my voice shaking. I don't know what he was trying to say but it was all true.
My breath came out jittery, staggered and just like that he was pressing his lips into mine with such pressure. I didn't move for a second too scared what the hell this was. I couldn't even think, did I want to kiss him back? Did I like this? I was staring wide eyed in shock at him still his eyes open to as he stayed perfectly still neither one of us moving. Before I knew it he was pulling away wiping me from his mouth his eyes adverted embarrassed*
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Part two out now!!
Through it all is set a few years in the future for this pair. Continue to read more about their crazy life with all its ups and downs.
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