Another Lost Cause

Lost words. Lost cares.

Lost memories. Lost smiles.

Lost tears. Lost feelings.

Lost worries. Lost bliss.

Forever your, Lost cause.

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Intro

I really just want to cry, Just let it all out. I don't know why I feel this filled with doubt. I'm kind of done and I no longer see the fun in prolonging this pain.

There's nothing I could do.. I just can't keep sane all the time, and as I look around, I see smiles, hear laughs which makes me wonder.... How can these people live without breaking a sweat?

It's pretty inspiring that they can stay this strong. I used to be strong, but then I grew weak and ended up doing the wrong that shouldn't be spoken of.

Since then I have started to pray every single day for his help; To get me through this horrid phase.

But... I guess I don't pray hard enough or have a big enough faith.

So the reality is, I assume I'm forever lost in this place.

I guess I'm just Another Lost Cause.