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My idea of heaven consist of things I will go to hell for

PseftisIncertus

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PseftisIncertus

angst namjin romance slowburn

Namjoon's journal was his heart, an extension of himself, the one place where his emotions and words poured without any hesitation when he needed them to be sorted out or make any amount of sense. To have it revealed to the world means to be stripped away from his last and only armor which he kept between himself and others. He was about to be left vulnerable in front of everyone, open for scrutiny and rejection.

And that is what exactly happened when an anonymous spread his journal entries to the world.

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angst namjin romance slowburn

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"Never, Always"
Sat, Oct 24, 2020

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"Never, Always"
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