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twinklingpisces

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twinklingpisces

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It's been 5 years since One Direction went on a hiatus. The boys all are successful and happy in their solo careers and have kept in touch. That is, other than Harry. Harry's extremely successful but he's not happy and he's never felt so lonely.

The break hit him hardest as he had grown up with the 4 boys as his role models, but once they went on a break, they stopped talking.

What will happen when One Direction get back together?

//

oct 2020-feb 2021

other works:
-Glory and Gore
-Tempest
-Exile
-Loving You's The Antidote
-I'm Fine

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Coming home (Larry Stylingson) by HareehLoueehh

When Louis leaves he doesn't expect himself to ever go back, we didn't he could ever face seeing Harry's face again after breaking both of they're hearts. It's been 3 years since Louis left Harry when he was only 18, leaving to take his chance in the music world. But when he does come back, nothing is the same. *Trigger Warning~ Self Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, Bad language, Kidnapping, Abuse, Eating disorder *

I Hope That You Listen by Ultima_Phoenix77

During their relationship, Harry always poured his feelings out in his songwriting. He always communicated best through music. Louis found this out the hard way after their relationship ended and One Direction went on Hiatus. Will they learn that they aren't so far from each other as they thought or is there too much damage to be healed? Cover image created by @CarolinaGirl16628 Rankings- #2 in Songbook 6/11/2021 #23 in Songlyrics 7/07/2021 #124 in 1directionfanfic 6/30/2021 #87 in covers 7/24/2021 #320 in louisandharry 6/27/2021 #363 in breakup 6/27/2021 #509 in stylinson 6/27/2021

To Lou by snazzyhazzy28

"Hey Lou. It's been a while. Why did you leave?" Or the one where Louis left Harry. And Harry just wants his Lou to come back to him.

One Direction Inside Jokes and Other Random Stuff by hi-hello_hi

||Completed|| Incase you did not read the title... This is basically a bunch of One direction inside jokes, random things, and some solo/larry references here and there That mostly only directioners/Ot5s know ObViOuSlY This is very carroty so good luck! Antis or Neutrals leaning anti, I highly suggest not reading this cuz it might piss you off. It's labeled tho so you guys can skip it if you really want to Started: June 17 2020 Ended: December 25 2020 Some of the highest ranks: 11-#1direction December 23 2020 4-#insidejokes August 3 2020 5-#randomstuff September 20 2020 251-#jokes July 13 2020

Loving You's The Antidote || l.s. ✓ by twinklingpisces

If you're looking for a fic with better writing and less irritating characters PLEASE take a look at my other fics instead (not 'I'm Fine', and preferably not 'To Be So Lonely'). // Harry Styles, a 16 year old boy, attends Holmes Chapel Comprehensive School. Unfortunately for him, his time there isn't exactly smooth sailing. Louis Tomlinson bullies Harry. As do the majority of the school. It's not something Harry deserves, but it's something he is unable to escape. Whether he's at home, or at school, someone is always taunting him. Will Harry ever find a way to stop the pain? Will Louis realise his actions have consequences? // July 2020 - October 2020 twitter & instagram= twinklingpiscess

It was always you ~ L.S. ✅ by Drunklouismyreligion

[COMPLETED] Its been 5 years since one direction have broken up. 5 years since Harry and Louis ended up in bad terms. After 5 years in 2020, each member of the band receive calls from Simon Cowell who informed them about their reunion. What will happen when Louis and Harry face each other after a long timespan of 5 years? ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ ❗Self harm ❗Alcohol ❗Use of explicit language BEST Rankings🏅 (till now) #1 in #onedirection #1 in #larrystylinson #1 in #bottomharry #1 in #louisandharry #1 in #harrystyles #1 in #larryisreal #1 in #loveislove #1 in #liampayne #1 in #zaynmalik #1 in #niallhoran #1 in #reunion #1 in #louandhaz #72 in #louistomlinson #774 in #drama 5 CONSECUTIVE WEEKS WITHIN #3 IN #onedirection! 2 CONSECUTIVE WEEKS AS #1 IN #louisandharry! 3 CONSECUTIVE WEEKS AS #1 IN #larryisreal 4 CONSECITIVE WEEKS AS #1 IN #loveislove Y'ALL ARE AMAZING!

Lifeline (A Larry Stylinson Fan-Fiction) by Rebecca1232

Harry and Louis have been best friends since the X-Factor. Ever since One Direction formed and became famous Harry has been struggling to find himself....or the guy he used to be before the fame. He's sick of the hate on twitter. Harry has found a way to relieve his stress and anger...but is it a good way to let it all out? Worst of all he's fallen for his best mate, Louis, but doesn't want to come out as gay. Does Louis feel the same way about Harry? Will Harry be able to keep all of these secrets or will he get caught in a lie? Will he be able to fight the depression? Can Louis fix Harry on his own or will it take all of the boys' help to do so? Update: I originally started writing this book from 2013 to around 2017-ish. I was around 13, so please excuse any errors and such.

Love Me (Sequel to Hold Me) A One Direction Fanfic by niamgirl25

[COMPLETED] Its been 6 months since the accident and nothing is the same. How do you even begin to recover from something like that? How do you move on with your life? How do you sleep entirely though the night again? How do you let yourself forget it all? The band is back together but with more struggles and strains on every relationship. This is what happens when life becomes real and you lose yourself along the way. Will the boys hold on tighter to each other or will they throw it all away?

One Last Time - I'll Make It Feel Like Home by Hoe4oneD5

After nearly six years on hiatus Harry, Liam, Louis and Niall all put their solo careers on hold to get back together once more. Will they be able to put their differences aside after all these years? What happens when a certain Bradford Bad Boy shows up? Are old flames lost for good along with their light-hearted banter and water fights? But more importantly, can One Direction become what they once were?

safe haven │ larry stylinson by 1DfriendsLM

You can't make me happy. Those were the exact same words Louis had said over five years ago. Harry could literally see his heart dropping and breaking on the ground. He swallowed and held Louis tighter. "Please, Lou" It was nothing more than a sob at this point. "I'm begging you. Please don't do this. Please" His feet trembled and he couldn't keep himself on his feet anymore. The only thing that held him was his hand on Louis arm. "You promised. Please" "I shouldn't have made that promise in the first place" • Louis had broken Harry's heart five years ago. Within minutes, everything had changed. Not only their relationship had fallen apart. With it One Direction did. Now, five years later in 2020, there will be a world tour on the occasion of 10 years of One Direction. Suddenly the two, who haven't talked a word for five years, are forced to spend at least six months together. They both have to overcome the past and the problems of the present for a future together. Will Harry forgive Louis? • TRIGGER WARNING. This story contains mature content including smut, suicidal thoughts, self harm, depression and talk of abuse.

Reunion - 1D by little_addiction

It's happening. After a long, long and long break or as we'd like to call it 'hiatus' One Direction is finally getting back together. The five lads are planning another worldtour which will be one to never be forgotten. But what will happen if something changes between the members? What happens when their one condition on coming back is that the whole truth is spilled? What even is the whole truth? Will they really 'spill the tea' right in the beginning? Read to find out ;) (I won't mention any dates in this story because we don't know anything about a reunion (yet (2019)) . Also, everything in this story is imaginary and nothing is claimed to be real.) D O N ' T L I K E D O N ' T R E A D !!! x -A CONTAINS SWEARING TRIGGER WARNING I DON'T OWN THE IMAGES, BRANDS, PEOPLE, NAMES, SONGS, ETC. I USED IN THIS STORY SO THE CREDITS GO TO THE RIGHTFUL OWNERS !!! THE STORYLINE IS MINE Rankings: #228 - bromance

The Reunion by Larry421

It's been years since the five most well known men have been together. Ever since their split, they have been doing their own thing and they have been doing a great job doing so. Everyone slowly came to the conclusion and accepted that they may be done for good. Just because of how happy they were with the paths that they were taking. However, that was not the case. Sure, they were really happy doing their own thing, but they have always thought about getting back together. They have had a hard time figuring out the timing of everything, but there was something else that was holding them back. Simon. Him and management have been demanding them to get back together, and even though they really want to and even though they can see so much going for them if they did this, they just knew that they couldn't. Because Louis, Harry, Liam, and Zayn have been in the closet for way too long and it was about time for them to come out. They have wanted this for so long and this was the reason as to why the band broke up in the first place. Because they weren't truly happy and it was getting too toxic for them to handle. It took a major toll on their relationship (Louis and Harry being married for 7 years - Liam and Zayn were married for 4). They knew that if they were to ever get back together, then them coming out has to happen. Now what will happen when they actually get what they asked for.

This is us (again) by okie_bby

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About Time // Larry Stylinson by justlikethispotato

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He's Changed {being edited} by elle230710

It's the year 2020 and the boys have been on hiatus for 5 years, they got a phone from Modest saying that they have to do a reunion. All the boys are excited to spend time together just like the old days except for one. One boy that has changed so much since the hiatus, a boy that is now a man who hasn't spoken to any of them since they broke up. What's happened to Louis Tomlinson. ✨one direction reunion ✨Larry Stylinson ✨references of s3lm harm, anxi3ty and d3pr3ssion ✨does include swearing

The Fulfillment by oned_coolR9

I looked at Harry. He was staring at the cut with several emotions which I couldn't decipher since they were fleeting, until he glanced at me and my heart felt like cracking. He was tearing up, his fists clenched in his lap, his shoulders sagged as if carrying a burden while his face held deep sorrow and confusion. I couldn't help but tear up myself. I opened my mouth as my eyes locked with his. "I'm no angel Harry." I whispered. ... Will Emily and Harry get back together or will fate have other things planned for them? Will they be able to overcome their past and get their happily ever after? [ Sequel to...."The Commitment" ] Highest ranking: #5 in harryfic #3 in harrystylesfic Updates every Saturdays.

I'm Fine || l.s. ✓ by twinklingpisces

I wrote this when I was like 15 so it's awful and horribly inaccurate regarding lots of stuff and the characters are really, really annoying. If it didn't have so many reads and votes and that I would delete it. PLEASE, if you want something with better writing and still full of angst, look at my other fics instead (Tempest is my fav) // Harry is upset, he just wants someone to care about him but he keeps pushing everyone away. Despite being packed tightly in a tour bus with the rest of the band, he still manages to avoid them. The boys begin to worry, Louis especially. // PSSST, i think my other stories are better! May 2020-July 2020

I Hope You're Happy Now by xxDominikxxx

Harry selfharms and never feels good enough for anyone. Not even Louis. He's loved Louis since the X-Factor but does Louis feel the same way? What happens when Harry starts to get bullied, and made fun of constantly? He becomes suicidal, can't take it anymore and decides to end it all. Does he succeed?

Lines Between Love and Hate by CDMorgan

Harry and Louis looked like they were meant to be from the moment they met at the X Factor, but unfortunately young boys don't always get to live like they want to. The management wants to have a chat with them and after that everything changes. Louis seems fine, but Harry's world has come crashing down around his feet and he has no idea how to make it better. So he helps the falling apart a long and takes up at bad habit that will maybe cost him his live. Will Louis ever like him again and will the fans hate on him ever stop? Basically a sad Larry Stylinson story involving self harm, fluff and hints of an eating disorder.

It Just Kind Of Happened by heylarrystylinson

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Coming home (Larry Stylingson) cover

I Hope That You Listen cover

One Direction Inside Jokes and Other Random Stuff cover

Loving You's The Antidote || l.s. ✓ cover

It was always you ~ L.S. ✅ cover

Lifeline (A Larry Stylinson Fan-Fiction) cover

Love Me (Sequel to Hold Me) A One Direction Fanfic cover

One Last Time - I'll Make It Feel Like Home cover

safe haven │ larry stylinson cover

Reunion - 1D cover

The Reunion cover

This is us (again) cover

About Time // Larry Stylinson cover

He's Changed {being edited} cover

The Fulfillment cover

I'm Fine || l.s. ✓ cover

I Hope You're Happy Now cover

Lines Between Love and Hate cover

It Just Kind Of Happened cover

Coming home (Larry Stylingson)

When Louis leaves he doesn't expect himself to ever go back, we didn't he could ever face seeing Harry's face again after breaking both of they're hearts. It's been 3 years since Louis left Harry when he was only 18, leaving to take his chance in the music world. But when he does come back, nothing is the same. Trigger Warning~ Self Harm, Suicidal Thoughts, Bad language, Kidnapping, Abuse, Eating disorder