Joshua Connors never believed in love. Not since the one person who should have loved him unconditionally took that love and stomped it in the ground. Then comes along North Alistair. North finds a way to gain his trust and tear down his walls. The important thing for North to do is take that trust and use it wisely. Unless he doesn't. Welcome to the game of love, gangs and war. Welcome to the game of survival. Hopefully you survive. ✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰✰ This will be a bxb story. Pre-warning, I am a very slow writer so I'll try to do monthly updates but bare with me. Also swearing, smut, violence, gore, death, angst, childhood trauma and kinky shit. May have elements of rape and depression so if any of these topics are sensitive for you, please don't read as my aim is to not trigger anyone but to entertain people with my probably shitty writing. I would rate this as an 18+ so read at your own discretion.