Dedication

"Mother? Is that you?" I asked in pain. I wanted to bring mom back, that was all. She was all I had, dad abandoned us and left us in debt when I was only 2 years old. I hate him! I'm currently 14. I suffered losing my left hand from attempting it. My two younger sisters, I made sure not to include them in such a terrible transgression. I didn't know it was wrong, but I still should've thought it over several times. I was taken to a white place. My arm was back and there was a transparent person there.
"Where am I?" I asked, wiping tears from my face.
"The gate, I am called many things, but in the end I'm you." It said as it got up and started walking toward me. That's when I felt it pull me in, the black hands that lied behind the gate. I was taken through loops of pictures. My brain felt like it was being crowded with more information than I could handle.
"Stop it, no! This isn't what I asked for!" I shouted sadly. I saw my mother in front of me.
"Mom!!!!" I tried, but couldn't reach her. Then it suddenly stopped and I was back. Back to the thing.
"Show me again, my, my mom was there, my sisters are counting on me." I said.