Dear Diary
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Last published Fri, Aug 13, 2021
In this book I hope to tell a story, a story not based on a protagonists regrets, but an antagonists regrets. The world has this misconception that we are the heros of our own story, that we are as an individual do right in all our short comings and long comings but, they fail to realise that while they are the protagonists of their story, they forget that even good actions hurt those that are close to them. Therefore I dedicate this book to all that I have hurt, and those that have hurt me. Because as much as we can blame each other, we both played a role in hurting one another.
These are the stories of a fallen Angel, that rose and made amends to all his wrongs...who said angels are perfect.
Hope you enjoy.
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© Kudakwashe Meja 2020
Under no circumstances can any of the content in this book be republished by anyone and copied. Any who do so will be reported as violating my copyrights.
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