Broken road.

I'm forever lost in my own thoughts, why did it have to be me, just why?
The thought runs through my mind on a daily like the corona spreading around the word.
My minds always preoccupied but my hearts still shattered, I'm trying to pick up the pieces by myself, but always putting other peoples feelings before mine.
Lost.
Lost is the word I use a lot, but where do I go in this big world to find myself?
Do I go on different holidays, do I move away, where do you go, and what do you do when you have nobody to support you?