"..this moment I feel a spark inside, not a spark of lust surprisingly!, but a spark of fascination, of admiration, Ryan moved so he's now facing me, I looked at his beautiful light blue eyes, his freckles covering his whole charming face, I moved my eyes to his perfect lips, and I felt my mouth watering, wanting to admire his lips, wanting to travel around his sweet mouth with my tongue, I started getting closer and closer to his lips, I'm only a few inches apart and he's not moving, I closed my eyes and.."
The journey of Tom Brown and his friends.
A couple of teenagers with their messed up, sad and weird life; and with their incredible love stories, as they meet the new mysterious guy Adam; Adam doesn't share much about his life, yet he somehow manage to get close to each and every single one of them.
Will he change their lives to the better or the worse?, and why is he hiding his past?
Find out with "A matter of fascination"
WARNING: the story contains boyxboy, selfharm, drug addiction, sexual and sensitive content.
thanks for reading in advance
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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